lost by shadow
i can still feel the pain
lapping against the distant shores
wherever is that place
i don't want to be there anymore
why is it when i cut it doesn't hurt?
how is it i only feel pain on the inside?
why do i feel like i'm dying?
and yet how is it i'm frozen in place
at the same time?
how can i keep this vision so clear and true
from fading away
once i'm no longer stoned anymore?
am i a sensation whore?
how do we get trapped inside?
so lost?
why are people so afraid of themselves?
i long ago accepted my personal hell
i'm no longer in fear anymore
the battle inside is done
i'm too tired and there's nowhere left to run
i'm already dead since a long time ago
is there anywhere left to hide?
i still feel a little bad even in my high
yet this is when i feel the most like myself
everything is clear
my confusion is far away
yet on the edge is still that pain
i was in a frenzy
a fever
i had to find that weed
it was my mission
desire my steed
finally i'd launch and be free!
at leat for a little while
mentally...
not lost
yet not found.
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