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More Play with C, but this time his m
was there too, what a night, not so much intense as just plain sensual and
exhausting. Chained with m chained in-front of me, both of us flogged, it didn't
really do much to start with, he was being kind of light, but I guess that's
fair enough, he doesn't know my limit's yet. Slowly but surely he increased the
speed and weight, and soon enough it hurt, but still not enough, I kept wanting
to ask him to make it hurt more, but as per usual my thought's didn't coincide
with my speech. More violet wand, my god that toy is wonderful, it sends me away
every time. It's always nice waking up to be in one person's arm's, let alone 2
people's, I felt really cared for, it was nice. I'm never sure how to react when
my body and mind come back down to earth, logically I know it's normal to get
the shakes etc, but it's not very comfortable, specially when you shake for
10-15 minute's and can't seem to stop, the more I shake the more tense I feel,
not really sure how I should handle this, guess I've just got to try to relax
and let thing's happen naturally rather then trying to force myself to stop
shaking by getting tense.
I got to watch m get a paddling, punishment for spraying C with a water pistol
earlier in the night, so funny, I couldn't stop grinning while watching, the
look on his face, consumed with concentration, and the noises she makes.
Laying in bed later, curled up between them, so cozy and warm and safe, hand's
touching me, running all over my body, every inch of my body was on fire with ecstasy.
Got to watch him fuck her this morning, what a turn on. So many times I wanted
to touch her, or go down on her, but as always I didn't have the guts :o| disappointed
in myself for that, I don't understand why it's so hard for me to do, it's not
like I don't want to, maybe I'm just worried I wont do a good enough job.
Lot's of kisses and cuddles all round, I couldn't get enough, it truly is the
small things, like kisses and cuddles, that make a person feel wanted.
Thing's feel good, comfortable, I'm liking all this so far, pup's in heaven and
doesn't want to come back down to earth.
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