pup at Mayhem - Saturday July 12 2003

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pup went to Mid Winter Mayhem in Dunedin this weekend, what a neat night it was, well ... most of the time.
I traveled down to Dunedin with Sir and Ma'am as well as Mistress Grace, what a long trip it was, we ended up getting there 2 hours later than we intended to.
I got dropped off at the motel to meet Master Glenn who was my 'date' for the night, but from the moment I got there it just felt weird. He gave me a hug and kissed me on the forehead, told me how little and cute I am, guess that wasn't so bad, when he pulled me down onto the bed to snuggle up to him I couldn't really relax properly, thought's of "what is he going to expect' kept running threw my mind. When he kissed me it felt really odd, I'm not really sure why, but something just didn't click for me. 
Soon after he pulled my top off and wanted to play with my breasts and nipples, I let him, but again, weird. He grabbed my hair and forced me to my knee's and made me crawl across the floor to the heater then let me curl up and keep warm in my topless state. He bit and chewed on my nipples, making it hurt, though part of me wanted him not to because it felt weird, pain is good. Face Slapping, name calling, things I haven't had done to me in a while, he truly put me in my place as a submissive slut.
He got me to shower and shave, while I was in the shower he came in and got me to kneel, pissing on me, calling me his little piss slut, then left and told me to wash off, leaving me to shower and clean myself. When I got out of the shower I started to dress but he told me I'd have to take my pantyhose back off in a minute.
He came over to me, bent me over the bed and lubed my ass and attempted to push his butt-plug inside me, but I just couldn't relax enough to take it, it wasn't that big and I'm sure I should have been able to take it, but I couldn't, how embarrassing :o| He ended up just putting anal-beads inside me, but they didn't really do anything for me, I couldn't even feel them after a couple of minutes.
At the party, after dinner, Master Glenn got his fire cup's out, knowing that I wanted to try them. They're quite interesting, very different from Sir's suction cup's. The suction on them felt a little stronger to me then Sir's, but once they were on that's was it, where as with Sir's he can play with them, built them up, let them go, pump them and slide them around, Master Glenn's fire cup's got almost thrown onto my back and then they just sat there doing nothing but sticking to me for what felt like 10 minutes or so. When he pulled them off it stung a little, that whole blood rushing back into the area sensation. 
Later in the night Master Glenn did some light breast and nipple play on me, he put a breast clamp on me and played with my nipples a little, slapping and pinching them, but then he took the clamp off and that was it, I was hoping he'd do more, but I guess he mustn't have been into it or something because he really didn't do as much as I thought he would. 
Eventually Master Glenn did the Fire Cup's on Ma'am, it was fun to watch it be done to someone else, watching to blue flame in the cup as it's lit then thrown down onto her back, then watching the skin getting sucked up was neat. S.K was wondering around and watching this scene too, he looked extremely interested in what was going on, talk about funny, he's so curious. Sir looked like he had fun when he took one of the cup's off Ma'am, made her squirm and squeal a little, he likes getting that reaction me thinks. 
After watching Master Glenn do the fire cup's on Ma'am he and Sir got out the Violet Wand. Master Glenn had like these little claw type things on his fingers and Sir had his claw that I gave him on, both of them playing with the electricity over my back was totally amazing. My senses were going nuts, so much going on at one time, I didn't know what way to squirm after a while, it felt so good. When I 'woke up' later on Sir and Ma'am weren't there like usual and that felt really weird, I looked up and there was a stranger looking down at me, I wanted to ask for Sir and Ma'am but I didn't know if I should, but then when I did try to I couldn't get the words out. I felt like I was freaking out and I didn't really know why or what was going on. 
I ended up going back to where Sir and Ma'am were staying because of feeling uncomfortable earlier in the night, felt like a right nuisance, I was supposed to be giving them space and here I was freaking out and having to go with them. However, I slept on the floor of their room on my puppy cushion and that felt kind of neat, felt like I was where I belonged as far as my place with them goes. When I woke up in the morning I was invited into the bed for a snuggle and I felt really lucky and spoilt, I like that feeling, it reminds me of my place in the world, knowing that it's a privilege to be in their bed with them.