|
pup spent another blissful week
with Sir and Ma'am, I love being at their house with them so much that
it's starting to suck big-time when I have to come home again.
On Friday night Sir used the violet wand on me for being a good girl over
the past week or so, I don't think I'll ever get sick of that toy! He used
it on my pussy and clit, it felt amazing, those small shocks on my clit
sent me into shudder's and made me want to and feel like I was about to
orgasm. Wow Wow Wow, can't wait for that one again!!!
I got to sleep on the floor at the end of their bed, really liked how this
made me feel, not really sure how to describe it, but I felt like it made
me remember my place a little better, which is always a good thing.
Sir gave me a flogging last night for being such a good girl, then let me
snuggle in bed with them for a while, I think he was going to let me stay
in there with them for the night, but I was feeling a little yucky about
having to come home today so I crept away to my own bed when he was almost
asleep, though Ma'am saw and came and kissed me goodnight.
Last night after my flogging they talked about sleeping arrangements, and
that I might be sleeping in the play room and if I was good then I could
sleep on the floor of their bedroom and if I was extremely good I'd get to
sleep in their bed with them. Like this idea, level's of reward, though
I'm usually good, and I think maybe being sent to sleep in the playroom
might feel like a punishment sometimes, but other times I'll be fine with
it. But it's something I'll have to get used to anyways, giving them
personal space while I'm there with them, specially if they end up moving
me in with them, then I'll have my own room and everything anyways and
I'll be sleeping in there sometimes to let them have their space.
I knew last night it was time I had to come home today because Ma'am kept
getting grumpy with me over little thing's, I've noticed she starts to do
this at the end of a 5 or 6 day period of me being with them. But last
night I couldn't seem to shrug it off, I hate making my Dominant unhappy,
and when I hear that tone in their voice, like I've done something bad, or
done something wrong, it makes me feel bad and like I should be punished
for upsetting them. But then I kept being told I was a good girl and I got
a flogging for being good when I felt like I'd done something wrong and
should have been punished or something, pup gets all confused sometimes,
and pup's hate being confused.
|