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Monday 18 August
2003 - 22:07
I'm not really sure where to begin with some thought's I've been having,
I've been having them for a long time, but I always sort of, suppress them I
guess, because I don't quite know what to think of them, or how I'd go about
following threw with them. But now, I've decided to just share them, to get them
out, then maybe that will make it easier or something.
I keep thinking about what it would be like to dress as a guy, how easy, or how
hard it would be to do, if I could pull it off and pass for a guy in
public.
Like I said, I don't know what me having these thought's even mean's yet, but I
keep getting more and more curious, to the point I've realized I have saved
link's in my favorite's about transgender and cross dressing, right up to
information about sex changes, weird, I really don't know what my thought's
mean. But I don't know what else to do other then write about them and then
maybe that will get them out of my head or something.
Wednesday 06 August 2003 - 14:57
Been thinking the last couple of day's how neat it is sleeping on the
floor at the foot of Sir and Ma'am's bed, but realized I was missing something,
sleeping chain's, to be locked in place, though I realize this is more effort
for Sir and Ma'am in the morning to unlock me before sending me off to get
breakfast or allowing me in the bed for snuggles, I miss the feeling of been
locked in place for the night, only able to get up if Sir or Ma'am should allow
it.
Friday 01 August 2003 - 18:05
A quick entry, pup was thinking today that she would like it if Sir and
Ma'am asked her to take their mark once they collar her properly. Tattoo,
branding, piercing, whatever their heart's desire, pup will take.
Thursday 31 July 2003 - 15:38 Today
Sir was asking me about my idea's for what I want/need from him, so I thought
I'd write down some idea's here and over time as more comes to mind I'll just
add them at the end.
Pup can't wait until Sir and Ma'am collar her properly and put full ownership on
her, make her theirs once and for all.
Pup would like Sir and Ma'am to start training her, both as their sub and as
their puppy-girl. Though maybe as their sub it'll be more about punishing me if
I fail to get something done, or don't do something well enough or to standard.
As their puppy-girl, training me in puppy way's, teaching me trick's, bathroom
training, eating from bowls, sleeping on the floor, punishment if I'm a naughty
pup and play up or do something I shouldn't, playing with me as puppy, chew
toy's, fetch, all those fun and cute aspect of being a pup. Keeping me in
whatever role it is I'm in properly and totally. Having me kneel for them and
keeping me in my place as their girl.
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