Rose
Lorraine
Sweet water-moons,
blown into lights
Of flying gold on
pool and creek,
And many sounds and
many sights
Of younger days are
back this week.
I cannot say I sought
to face
Or greatly cared to
cross again
The subtle spirit
of the place
Whose life is mixed
with Rose Lorraine.
What though her voice
rings clearly through
A nightly dream I
gladly keep,
No wish have I to
start anew
Heart fountains that
have ceased to leap.
Here, face to face
with different days,
And later things that
plead for love,
It would be worse
than wrong to raise
A phantom far too
fain to move.
But, Rose Lorraine
-- ah! Rose Lorraine,
I'll whisper now,
where no one hears --
If you should chance
to meet again
The man you kissed
in soft, dead years,
Just say for once
"He suffered much,"
And add to this "His
fate was worst
Because of me, my
voice, my touch."
There is no passion
like the first!
If I that breathe your
slow sweet name,
As one breathes low
notes on a flute,
Have vext your peace
with word of blame,
The phrase is dead
-- the lips are mute.
Yet when I turn towards
the wall,
In stormy nights,
in times of rain,
I often wish you could
recall
Your tender speeches,
Rose Lorraine.
Because, you see, I
thought them true,
And did not count
you self-deceived,
And gave myself in
all to you,
And looked on Love
as Life achieved.
Then came the bitter,
sudden change,
The fastened lips,
the dumb despair.
The first few weeks
were very strange,
And long, and sad,
and hard to bear.
No woman lives with
power to burst
My passion's bonds,
and set me free;
For Rose is last where
Rose was first,
And only Rose is fair
to me.
The faintest memory
of her face,
The wilful face that
hurt me so,
Is followed by a fiery
trace
That Rose Lorraine
must never know.
I keep a faded ribbon
string
You used to wear about
your throat;
And of this pale,
this perished thing,
I think I know the
threads by rote.
God help such love!
To touch your hand,
To loiter where your
feet might fall,
You marvellous girl,
my soul would stand
The worst of hell
-- its fires and all!
by Henry Kendall
Austalian poet 1839~1882
"Another one of my
favourites....the woman subject to this poem was Rose Bennett,
with whom he had been
in love with before he married his wife, Charlotte, in 1868. They
were said to be engaged though they parted after a quarrel.
Rose very obviously broke
his heart, and seems
to have been one of fiery temper....
though one never forgets
their first love."