Disclaimer: The truth is I DO NOT own gundam wing. Although if I did there would be alot more yaoi in it. Don’t sure me because the only things you are going to get are a couple of useless things... Warning: 1+2 or 1x2, Hint of Yaoi. Death's Inscriptions...(Mission Impossible 02) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Heero continued to sit and stare at the book that was on the table. Finally he went over and picked it up...'This is so dumb...' Heero thought. He flipped it open to the middle... 9/14/A.F.195 Heero is so sexy when he is sleeping...He is the only thing keeping me sane...I wish I could tell him that I loved him but I can't because I don't want him to go running...He's my reason...I think I am losing him...After today's mission I wanted to die so much...Peace is not obtainable why do we even keep trying? I wish I knew...Quatre is worried...I can tell...Nothing I can do. Not anymore...What I wish Heero knew was that I love him...Who knows maybe that "perfect soldier," even loves me back...(yeah right) I wish he did... Somebody help me...please...I don't want to live no more... I want to die...I have taken so many lives... Heero drew back...mystified. It can't be Duo...He loves me...? "I should have told him.." Heero said, his anger was evident he was practically yelling... "You ok, Heero?" Wufei said peeking in and looking at Heero.. "Hn." Wufei left... Heero looked down at the page and continued to read... 9/24/195 Do you know why it rains? I do...It rains because of Us...We make it rain, the gundam pilots, us assholes make it rain...You don't believe me...When I was little Solo was my best friend I never even got to say good bye...He died because of me...Just like all the people who were at the bases I destroyed...I am the reason it rains...God tells me that I should be ashamed...I mean I make him cry...Probably a lot more people too...When I asked Heero why he thought it rained he told me some stupid explanation...I don't understand how the killing doesn't effect him...It does me... So now you know...I make it rain because I make God cry and then he pures the earth...I wonder, Do you think it will rain when I die? A big wet spot fell on the page blurring the words Duo had written...'It rained for you, Duo' Heero thought...'But you were already...d-' Two more spots fell on the paper... 'You should have came to me, I could have helped you...Why did you have to kill yourself...BAKA!!!' Life seemed to stop for Heero. Wondering is this how you felt Duo? He would never know...He seemed to do alot of thinking lately... He began reading some more of the diary each day... After a while he stopped unable to go on...This was not Duo it couldn't be, Duo was lighthearted happy...He was not like this.. *Dream* At the funeral, they had arranged for Duo he had to speak... "Duo was a very good person...Everybody cared about him...even me. I always tried to hide it because i was a gundam pilot this couldn't get in my way...I was to do the missions not there to have tea. He was always glomping me, agitating as it was. I looked forward to seeing Duo each time,” pause sniff “But as tragic as this sounds Duo's death has not gone unnoticed. I used to be a "Perfect Soldier" but Duo had helped me open up. Now I don't have to hold in my emotions...When he died he set us both free. That’s something I will never forget about him...." *End Dream* Sweat was running off Heero's body...He looked at the diary. He needed to know why...He opened to the last page.. 10/14/195 I can here Heero running after me...It's to late...I can't turn back. I see him around the bend before i slit my throat... Ai Shiteru. Heero... I'm sorry. Years of pain...It was to much Heero looked at his gun...Then to the cross that once belonged to his koi, Duo...He couldn't live with himself... He walked down to the others...Who after the war were sitting peacefully in the sitting room because they decided they didn't want to leave after Duo had taken his life... "I'm sorry," Heero said as he walked in...Quatre looked up with worry in his eyes... "Heero, what's wrong?" Quatre had begun to tremble... "It's been 5 years...It's time for me to go. Don’t be sad little one..."He pulled out the cross and handed it over to Quatre..."Don't forget me." Then he put the gun into his mouth.. It tasted bad, Heero thought, as he squeezed the small piece of metal.. Heero died on 10/14/195, in the living room right on the hill were Duo took his life... As black flooded his senses he saw a hole of light. As it began walking to him, he realized it to be his koi Duo in wings..."I've been waiting for you Heero...Welcome home..."Duo said...The smile he fell in love with 5 years ago was on his face... "Ai Shiteru, Duo!" Then all went black... Mission Complete!! ------------------------------------------------------------------- I know this one wasn't as good as it was supposed To be but I guess I was just writing for fun...The End. Do you like it? E-mail me because it means Alot to me at Abrinser@rew2000.com © Athena Brinser 2001 +Back To Hosted FanFics+ +Back To FanFiction+ +Back To Sunfire Cafe+