8:30 in the morning, time for the daily fragrance of our class to start. Formaline. YEAH! Makes my head go into space overdrive. But what the heck, I like this class, although the professor thinks of me as much as she thinks of the way the world goes around 365 days on its supposed axis.
I sit on my usual space: 2nd table, 5th seat from the front. just on the nearest periphery of the bane of my existence, the prof.

     The chatter is definitely going to my head this morning. Man, all they talk about is how how they did this, or who's going out with whom, or which piece of shit looks good on them... Time to tune out.

      Ok, so I start doodling on my lecture note....again. Something on the ideas of franciso goya. Man! I never thought he is some kind of a gothic-inspired painter. Violence in his paintings are so damn obvious!
Someone in the classroom yelled: "Maybe, ma'am is absent! Party Time!!"
     Yeah right! As if she would ever do that, absent herself from class. Blah. I can still remember her telling us that she prides herself on her punctuality and non-absenteeism. That her records are not tarnished by that alone. And she expects us to do the same.

     UGH! that's what got me worried in the first day of classes...until now; her being so strict on us having to attend all of her goddamned classes. I don't have anything against it, but man, sometimes I just got to do what I am supposed to be doing a long time ago.
cut classes.

     And so the idea came into my mind to gather up my things, which are not that many anyway, considering the fact that I don't bring most of my stuff everyday. My notebook, my sign pen, and some other trivial things.

     "Ok class settle down. in the name of the father.........."

     OH MAN! Just what I need when I'm in the mood for a leisurely stroll around the campus. Bummer!
roll call.

     I didn't even bother to say "present" when I was called. I could almost feel "her gaze" on my slumped form on the desk, and everyone in our class knows how she gets pissed off by this act...that as if you are bored and rather be at home sleeping the day away. If ever she sees anyone of us yawning or acting even just the tiniest bit sleepy, she'll have a coronary.

     So, I stepped outside my classroom (by her orders....) away from the incessant chatter.

     Away from my supposed to be friends.
     Away from the suffocating atmosphere of the laboratory.
     Away from the prying eyes of the others, who are so narcissistic and self-righteous they walk as if they are on clouds and not soil.

     Away from it all......

 
The Coming Of The Psychopomps
The poets talk about love, and that's okay.There is love. The politicians talk about duty and that's okay too. There is duty. Eric Hoffner talks about post-modernism, Hugh Hefner talks about sex, Hunter Thompson talks about drugs, and Jimmy Swaggart talks about god the Father Almighty maker of heaven and earth. Those things all exist and they are all okay. But what I talk about is doom. Because in the end, DOOM IS ALL THAT MATTERS.




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