hey everyone its nick tullo
i just wanted to say a couple of words in reguard to tom ehrhart. recently in the past two days i have struggled to get through school. i realize now that just trying to hold back my tears just makes everything worse. Thankyou to all those who were there for me in the past two days i appreciate all your suppourt. the reason why i have been getting so upset is that i have known tom since when i was in kindergarden. we shared the same bus for many years. he was always concerned to make sure i made the bus on the way home he stopped the driver sometimes just to make sure i got on.
he has touched my life in so many ways that are not explainable. i now feel that my meaning in life is to live the way tom did. he took his time to help other and make them smile. i can still picture him in my head his big freckles and braces. he meant so much to me and i wish he was still here. i prayed to god the night of the accident for him to take my life but it was evident that tom was the one God wanted to hold onto for safe keepings.
today in english class i began to cry. my teacher recommended to meet that i write about tom to remember all the great things he has done for me. i now read this letter whenever i need suppourt from tom to help me get through the hard times you might want to consider doing this also anyway here it is:
I was sitting in class today thinking about the accident,
if only i was there to stop you this would of never happened.
When i heard the news i started to cry,
that's when i prayed to God and wish that you wouldn't die.
I asked God to take my life instead of yours,
but God refused mine because he wanted yours to adore.
You lived a life that many can't dream of,
but now your with your dad up above.
When i saw your picture in the paper with the smile on your face,
I knew you were happy in your own special place.
I wish i could be with you right now to tell you that i miss you,
but God says my time will come when i will lay in the grave beside you.
I don't know when God will take me with him maybe tomorrow, in a month or maybe 40 years,
but now ill sit back and think of you and wipe away my tears.
When i see you in the future we will be happy together,
but for now your in my heart and there you will stay forever.
I thankyou for all the memories that we shared,
which showed me how much you really cared.
With your big smile and your blue eyes,
I miss you so much to me you never really died.
T.C. Ehrhart you will remain in my heart forever,
I love you T.C. Ehrhart one day we will be together.
R.I .P Tom Ehrhart Now and Forever
...remember crying is the medicine to letting all your emotions out dont let anyone ever make you feel that crying is a bad thing it will only make you feel worse. i love you all. I LOVE YOU TOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from Nick Tullo