To be anywhere but here,
In the arms of a lover,
To have someone hold me near,
Isolation drives sane people mad,
And the insane closer to God,
Please take away this loneliness,
Help me find an escape,
Someone try to comfort me,
Keep me from making a mistake,
I've got to kill the time away,
There's way to much at hand,
There's too much time to sit and stare,
There's too much time for me to be there,
To think of things not to be thought,
To seek the things not to be sought,
I want the things I know that I shouldn't,
I tried to stop it,
But I knew that I couldn't,
There's no power in these hands,
To control this weak body,
There was no way to end,
What was inevitable to happen.
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