Knowing Myself

By: Lupi

I'm running…

I always will be…

Running from the pain…

Fleeing from my past…

Avoiding any reminders…

Always fighting my demons…

Losing the battle inside…

I can't win…

I feel like I'm all alone…

No one to help me fight…

Feeling nothing…

Void of emotion…

A numbness in my heart…

The emptiness in my soul…

A dull pain that never ceases…

A mask of indifference…

No one sees my torment…

They know that I'm hiding…

I hide behind the façade…

Hoping no one sees…

They want to help me…

I have to wonder why…

I'm not worth it…

Their wasting their time…

I'm nothing important…

I have no innocence…

I am not pure…

My hands are stained with blood…

My mind is plagued with screams…

I killed them…

I know who I am…

I am a killer…

I am a soldier…

I am an assassin…

I am alone…