Black, Gray, Red, and White

Akkiko



I wore black.

It was the day you were born.

A bundle of joy you were supposed to be.

I wore years of pain that you inflicted.

The knives you held against my heart,

They always pierced the flesh.

I wore gray the day you smiled.

I never smiled with you,

Because my pain made you laugh.

I wore red the day you screamed at me.

You told me to die.

Blood is crimson I remember.

I wore white the day you died.

Never had you brought a smile to my lips.

You only brought tears to my eyes.

A/N: No one died alright! Well, symbolically I guess. My brother told me to kill myself; I was depressed for a while because of that. When he told me to do that he died to me. Also, he''s older than me but the day I told my family about my abuse the mean brother that lives now was born. Okay, that''s explained. What do you think?


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