Who was First?

Akkiko

I watched her today.

I watched her go away.

I saw her today,

I saw her go away.

Was it me or her that left?

I had the last word.

But who left first?

She saw me go away.

I would have stayed but they all said to go.

I would have ignored,

But how can you ignore yourself?

I would have begged, but what for?

The hate and tension is gone,

But that doesn`t mean I can`t miss you.

I left first, but that doesn`t mean I can`t cry.

I begged for myself to stay.