Today

By: Akkiko

I saw myself in the wind.
I saw my reflection in the sky.
I saw you today, your face was soft with tears.
I cried for you, cried for your pain.
I wished to be with you today.
I wished to see you again.
I cried for myself today.
I wanted to stay with you.
I screamed today.
I lay in the middle of rage today.
I tore my room to pieces today.
I drempt of you last night.
I saw your smile in my dream.
I kicked myself today for not staying.
I hurt myself today for wanting you back.
I cried again today,
I cried for the millionth time.
I begged today,
I begged for myself to die.