| HABASHIKU MYSTERY Mystery of Infinity or "0"has alwayas fascinated me and millions of others..I read thousands of pages in different areas of mystesiam and one day it suddenly struck like a lightning in my mind.It was like an enlightenment.The whole puzzle was solved. God is Immortal!Time is Immortal!Soul is Immortal!What ever is Immortal was never born.As what ever is born has death.What ever is born is mortal.Even when the tree is cut gets a new form.Or even if it dies its natural death gets in to a new form.But then what about which was never born?How can anyone prove its shape,form,DNA etc.etc. Whatever we think is always in a dualistic vision.In comparison.Without compareing our existnce would be insignificant.We compare in opposite.i.e.Good,Bad.Right,Wrong.Up-Down,etc And the reason we understand things by comparison is due to a dualistic vision. Everything in the Universe has magnetisam.Our mother Earth has two magnetic poles.They are opposite to each other.Isn't it the reason we think in opposite and have dualistic vision?Even while reading this page,you are comparing it with something.You are comparing everything in it with some thing else.Without comparison you wouldn't even apprciate it.Or understand it.Thats the way we all live in our day to day life.Anything we percieve is by comparing. .We perceive colours in comparison.We perceive any object in comparision. Even we compare our ownself with others.The belivers of Soul compare the Soul with Universal Soul.In different differnt ways and language. Now coming to the main story, I was walking alone one day in a nearby park.Thinking about Zero.Infinity in symbol '0'. I thought...hey where I come from? It was not like a lost immigrant or something like that but was like a serious Philosopher.I don't remember anything of my first year of age.Whatever you tell me like by showing my baby pictures,telling stories,I belive that that is me.ha.....But still from where my parents came from?Their parents???Where are our Roots?The Roots of the first being?The Roots of Bacteria?Ameba?.....It's all Habashiku.This thinking has no end.I thought that I came from Zero and going to go to Zero. God.Time,Soul.......all are our own constructs. To be continued..... I kept on walking thinking about quantum things and suddenly my link was broken by my cell phone.It was a call from Mech.Warrior.Hey you are needed .Our clan is in trouble.I laughed to myself.I prmoised to be there soon and hung up.But I was bit relaxed now.I thank to Mech.Warrior roster dept.for pulling me out of my dualistic vision.I were thinking that God is also our own construct. In a way my thinking was not wrong as what we know God is in theory. We perceive things in three dimensions in context with time and space. Our mind doesnot have the knowledge of the fourth dimension.i.e. Past. We do have memory of this life but we don't have any memory of our past life or existnence.(Consciously).And again our memory is limited .I haven't yet met any one who remembers his/her first 10months after birth.One may have very faded memories of first year but nothing is clear. I thought unless we break this perception,which is limited to three dimensions..i.e.LBH or Length,Breadth and Height in context with Time and Space and again which is biased by dualistic vision...it is not possible for anyone to break this Secrete of Life and Death. I didn't want any validiation for my thinking as I knew what I was thinking. I knew now the way or a path to break it .To solve the Mystery of Life.But I was not to reveal it to anyone.Something was there to stop me from revealing it to anyone. There was somekind of Dark Force or Engery which I could feel deep inside which was not permiting me............... I kept on thinking a lot on my story.What should I do further.Should I add Damage Inc. into it?Mention all the members name in to it and give a twist like a Science Fiction mystery or should I make it a simple Crime thriller? Or a psychological thriller?Untill now it was ok.I thought it is not a very impressive start but not bad too.As what ever I have written so far was true. It may sound simple but it is the most hard thing to achive.One has to cross the speed of Sun Ray/Light,which is around 186000miles/sec.to get out of the 3D mind perception.In to the advanced dimensions!Our mind can travel maximum to that speed but can't cross it.In my openion that is the maximum speed of our mind.Otherwise we could perceived it diffrently.Our honurable Mathematicians would have come out with some different figure.Is it not that simple?? I can give some more clues but then what about that Habashiku energy?Dark Engergy?And what about my story? I don't want any recognition as a great writer,but at least my story should be interesting.Readers should feel the suspense,mystery in to it.It should be a fiction but based on realities and facts. I kept on thinking ...... Two,three days has passed in a kind of serious thinking.I started wondering where these thoughts comes from? Thoughts must be universally rooted.Nothing is origanal in a way. We are born Zero.Then we learn things,aquire borrowed knowledge,or avilable knowledge,Our life takes a shape based on our surrounding,teachings,experiences,capacity etc.etc. and then comes fate,luck,destiny etc.etc. and many more things in to play.Then their are specialist in almost every field we know.They keep on influencing society in genral.Then their are other situations.Political,Social,.......and that list is also too big to mention,and then there is that so called Karma also which plays another havoc in our life.I thought it is better not to think and just live a life like a dumb.With no ambitions so no disappointments.Not any needs than the basic one so no struggle. etc.etc. but is it that easy?When we read anything interesting specially theological,philosophical,or relegious stuff we go temparorily high.Mao was not stupid to say that religion is like a opium.However relegious people are also not stupid to follow it. Everything is fine.All are right.Correct. But what about my story? I started getting nervous.I thought it may be better to give up this attempt of writing Myserious stories.I have no talant.Who has time to read such crap.There are many great writers and also modern reader doesn't like to think much.Modern reader want mystery solved.Not to slove any mystery.Who has time for that?Life in the cities is so demanding and busy. .............. Thoughts are Universally rooted.I am getting convinced.I started beliveing it now.I was looking at a nice looking cute girl at the bus stop.She was wearing nice mini.And see all the men their had the same thoughts.Everyone was looking at her well formed legs.It's not my fault that I get dirty thoughts sometime.They are universally rooted.Ask Yogi who has written 'Autobiography of Yogi'.He has also clearly mentioned that thoughts are unversially rooted.I used to blame myself for lot of things.But not any more.I went to Chat rooms on internet for a change.In Books&Lit....rooms,then in 30's rooms,then in Body art,etc,etc,and everywhere most of the time members were talking on Sex.Some were having CyberSex.Some were swearing at others.Some were trying to discuss something serioiusly and some were cracking witty jokes.I jotted down the convesations and trust me,it is a literature of its own kind.I thought may be I can use those conversations in my story.It can add to the habashiku mystery.I was desperately gathering stuff for my story.And again there were some thoughts not to be revealed,as those could get me into trouble.But now onwards was not to get bothered as were convinced that they are universally rooted. ... I kept on wondering how each individual is unique..Observeing others was my old hoby.Studing others behaviour,mind their actions the way others walk,talk,think has always amused and amazed me.But later on I started getting fade up with it as my analyisis about others were getting very close to perfection.It started giving me a very lonely feeling.There is much more fun in life when you live in illusions.When you don't know the reality.It still hurts me that there is no real Phantom,Tarzan,Sharlock Homes/watson and many more literary heros.To be a Superman is everyone's dream.But if the dreams starts coming true,then this would not be a planet Earth. I spent some time in playing with clan members.That gave me quite a safe feeling.We had lot of snipers great shooters. Reputed warriors.We had integrity,loyalty for the clan.Also some of the members had association with powerful members of the society.So it was not exactly a gang but well it was a clan. I was living in a quite comfortable life style.I had time to think over spiritual issues.By now I knew lot of facts of the life.I was also quite close to the Mystery of Life.But...I didn't know that my whole life would take a turn around.It would be up side down.The unpreditctable events would shatter me,smash me. ......to be continued.... My life was changed.My all ideals,principles,philosophy was changed.I would love to write about what happend that has changed my thinking but not now.I had no free time left.I became so much busy that even couldn't think some time to have food etc.I was transferred and transformed.I was sent to a totally new world.I had new code.New identity.My old identity was almost blocked.I couldn't even remember about my past.I was able to go to a thoughtless stage which could have been achived only by a deep meditation. Continued on Page 2 via following link |
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