About Myself

Its always hard talking about oneself.Hahahaha, I never enjoyed it.
After saying all that, i am still compelled to write a "biography" of myself
If not, then whats the use?
I converted 2 to 3 years back, relatively "young"? you could say.
It was a decision spanning a about a year before i decided to do it.
Relax, there was no ritual sacrifice or blood-drinking involved.
Much less self circumcision or even self castration(where did i get that from!)
It was a point of time in my life, when i begin to live by my own rules.
Simple?it is that simple!
Now , don't start giving me crap about what you heard......
I never believe in what people say unless i myself know he or she can be trusted
But, No, i rarely trust people i don't know well.
And i EXPECT everyone to have the same attitude.
Ever seen children being sacrificed at rituals? Tell me if you have seen one.
Would love to see one too.Not saying that i love blood and gore(which i do..but no "ghost" movies PLS)but i seriously would never expect to see one.

Back to the point.To put it simply, i just began living like one.
(I would choose not to refer to anymore "stereotype" questions)
Seriously, people's opinions never mattered to me.I didn't go around telling people i was a satanist.I didn't mean that.
Rather, i just felt disgusted with listening to people's opinions about something which concerns you.
Its not a superficial point.Think about it.See beyond the horizon...
Get?
.Common traits of all Satanists(Not that we purposely choose to think this way cause its...cool? or something)
Arrogance,hahahha.Of course, in the sense that, everyone else is inferior.
Doesn't it feel good standing on the top of the mountain?
Of course, on your own grounds.
Looks like i have, wandered off again.

When i converted,naturally, i didn't have a party and celebrated over it.
Hahahahaha.What you expect me to do?!!!
Hold a MASS and blaspheme the Christian Church?!!!
Obviously, I wanted to know other satanists, those with years of experience.People that i can benefit from.
Be clear on the point that, i was not looking for a "SINSEH" who could
teach me the dark art of summoning Beelzebub,Asmodeus,Behemoth,Blah blah.
When i meant i converted, i meant being a true Satanist.Not the punks
clothed with black shirts bearing words like "I love SATAN".
NOT THAT I WAS LIKE THAT PREVIOUSLY.
Use to see lots of the typical well.....psuedoist if i may call them...
they hang ard places like MRT stations....well......i dun noe....
Cant imagine if i was like that!.....hahahaha.....no fucking way!
They can buy shirts with some signs of the baphomet and stuff.....
i love those stuff.....not something i can get easily...doesnt help that
most of those guys are in fact...rather rich.....hahaa...
well...they can spend money on face paint...and clothes and pendants..
(too expensive, i figured buying satanic books might be a better investment)
Anyway, sidetrack a little, i hate clowns and cockroaches.
When i was young , my grandmother's house use to have huge flying cocks
And as for clowns, i watched "IT" when i was very young....
Anyway...most pseudoist dun seem to have a sense of self respect...hahaha
if ya dun consider sitting on the floor...at the MRT station..
why not get out of the place and go to starbucks or some respectable outlet
He was a practitioner of witchcraft, thats fine, because pagans
are of a lower status, to me that is....HEHEHEHHEHEHE...no offense
The links between Witches and Satanists, NONE!
Pagans , wiccans, whatever, worship horned gods of female origins.
This essential , ESSENTIAL difference, trust me, even so called Pagans
don't know, they probably think Satanists are another word for "witches"
I have a whole idea why people want to practise witchcraft.
Because they , at the spur of a moment, feel angry with someone and want to
curse him or her, or something like that.
I get so much mail from so called "pagans" requesting from me for spells
to curse their ex-boyfriends/girlfriends.
Oh man, i would spit in their faces if they were right here.
Another point, i would like to add, about me.
Lex Talonis is a big part of my life...i believe in revenge......
One simple example in life.....hahaha.......females do not get hit back if they happen to hit a male.....hmmmmm.........so sorry.....i dun see it that way
Unless its a joke, if females hit me in anger, i would reciprocate that act.
Its not about being gentlemanly.Hahhahahaha, not that.
But of course!!!.......if i am the cause of that action.....and i deserve it.
i would accept punishment gracefully.....hahahaha....definitely....
"Nothing is more beautiful than the female body" i agree with that TOTALLY.
The female form and the character and personality it contains are 2 separate things.
When i don't like someone, be prepared for some very bad treatment.
Basic day to day principles, difficult to understand?hahahaha.
Be warned, my views do not represent the views of SATANISTS as a whole.
One aspect of my exalted worship,INDIVIDUALITY, is of the utmost importance.
Do not be clouded by race , sex , religion?(huh..hahah)and its past prejudices
At the end of the day, one's own abilities truely counts.
I seek to perfect myself, continuously, day by day, for knowledge cannot ever be contained in a lifetime,i want as much as i can absorb in a lifetime.
SERIOUS!!!, given a chance , i want access to all libraries and bookstores
in the world, and be given a chance to study all the books.I want to go to Africa and see the wild lions and hyenas, and all exotic wildlife around the world!
That will have to wait, after my compulsory education is completed.
I don't know what will happen after death.No , Satanism doesn't TELL you.
I find it amusing how Christianity can come up with the concept of Heaven
and Hell. Isn't it already a paradoxical contradiction?(chim rite..haha)
Like i said before, "sigh, escapist religion".
Treasure life for what it is now.
I guess people have forgotten that.
All women is beautiful.(Lets not talk about character and personality
I don't have enough cells to count all the rotten ones)
BELOW...are the rules and practises....:(read and think abt it ...reflect for a while)
Pentagonal revision~
1. Stratification - The point on which all the others ultimately rest. There can be no more myth of
"equality" for all - it only translates to "mediocrity" and supports the weak at the expense of the strong.
Water must be allowed to seek its own level without interference from apologists for incompetence.
No one should be protected from the effects of his own stupidity.
2. Strict taxation of all churches - If churches were taxed for all their income and property, they'd crumble
overnight of their own obsolescence, and the National Debt would be wiped out as quickly. The productive,
the creative, the resourceful should be subsidized. So long as the useless and incompetent are getting paid,
they should be heavily taxed.
3. No tolerance for religious beliefs secularized and incorporated into law and order issues - to re-establish
"Lex Talionis" would require a complete overturning of the present in-justice system based on Judeo-Christian
ideals, where the victim/defender has been made the criminal. Amnesty should be considered for anyone in prison
because of his alleged "influence" upon the actual perpetrator of the crime. Everyone is influenced in what he
or she does. Scapegoating has become a way of life, a means of survival for the unfit. As an extension of the
Judeo-Christian cop-out of blaming the Devil for everything, criminals can gain leniency, even praise,
by placing the blame on a convenient villain. Following the Satanic creed of "Responsibility to the responsible,
" in a Satanic society, everyone must experience the consequences of his own actions - for good or ill.
4. Development and production of artificial human companions - The forbidden industry. An economic "godsend"
which will allow everyone "power" over someone else. Polite, sophisticated, technologically feasible slavery.
And the mostprofitable industry since TV. and the computer.
5. The opportunity for anyone to live within a total environment of his or her choice, with mandatory adherence
to the aesthetic and behavioral standards of same - Privately owned, operated and controlled environments as an
alternative to homogenized and polyglot ones. The freedom to insularize oneself within a social milieu of personal
well-being. An opportunity to feel, see, and hear that which is most aesthetically pleasing, without interference from
those who would pollute or detract from that option.
The 11 Satanic Rules of the Earth~
1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked. 2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.
3. When in another's lair, show him respect or else do not go there.
4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.
5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.
6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.
7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic
after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.
8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
9. Do not harm little children.
10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.
11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.
21 Satanic Points~
1. Respect not pity or weakness, for they are a disease which makes weak the strong
2. Test always your strength, for therein lies success
3. Seek happiness in victory, never in peace
4. Enjoy a short rest better than a long
5. Come as a reaper, for thus you will sow
6. Never love anything so much you cannot see it die
7. Build not upon sand but upon rock, and build not for today or yesterday but for all time
8. Strive ever for more, for conquest is never done
9. DIE rather than submit
10. Forge not words of art but swords of death, for therein lies great art
11. Learn to raise yourself above yourself so you can triumph over all
12. The blood of the living makes good fertilizer for the seeds of the new
13. He who stands atop the highest pyramid of skulls can see the furthest
14. Discard not love but treat it as an imposter, but ever be just
15. All that is great is built upon sorrow
16. Strive not only forward but upward for greatness lies in the highest
17. Come as a fresh strong wind which breaks yet also creates
18. Let love of life be a goal but let your highest goal be greatness
19. Nothing is beautiful exept man but most beautiful of all is woman
20. Reject all illusion and lies for they hinder the strong
21. What does not kill makes stronger
The 9 Satanic Statements~
1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!
5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours,
who, because of his "divine spiritual and intellectual development", has become the most vicious animal of all!
8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!


And of course....we do have SINS....that humans are prone to committing....
The 9 Satanic Sins~
1. Stupidity - The top of the list for Satanic Sins. The Cardinal Sin of Satanism. It's too bad that stupidity isn't painful.
Ignorance is one thing, but our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people going along with whatever they
are told. The media promotes a cultivated stupidity as a posture that is not only acceptable but laudable. Satanists must learn to
see through the tricks and cannot afford to be stupid.
2. Pretentiousness - Empty posturing can be most irritating and isn't applying the cardinal rules of Lesser Magic. On equal footing
with stupidity for what keeps the money in circulation these days. Everyone's made to feel like a big shot, whether they can come up
with the goods or not.
3. Solipsism - Can be very dangerous for Satanists. Projecting your reactions, responses and sensibilities onto someone who is probably
far less attuned than you are. It is the mistake of expecting people to give you the same consideration, courtesy and respect that you
naturally give them. They won't. Instead, Satanists must strive to apply the dictum of "Do unto others as they do unto you." It's work
for most of us and requires constant vigilance lest you slip into a comfortable illusion of everyone being like you. As has been said,
certain utopias would be ideal in a nation of philosophers, but unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately, from a Machiavellian standpoint)
we are far from that point.
4. Self-deceit - It's in the Nine Satanic Statements but deserves to be repeated here. Another cardinal sin. We must not pay homage to any
of the sacred cows presented to us, including the roles we are expected to play ourselves. The only time self-deceit should be entered into
is when it's fun, and with awareness. But then, it's not self-deceit!
5. Herd Conformity - That's obvious from a Satanic stance. It's all right to conform to a person's wishes, if it ultimately benefits you.
But only fools follow along with the herd, letting an impersonal entity dictate to you. The key is to choose a master wisely instead of being
enslaved by the whims of the many.
6. Lack of Perspective - Again, this one can lead to a lot of pain for a Satanist. You must never lose sight of who and what you are, and what
a threat you can be, by your very existence. We are making history right now, every day. Always keep the wider historical and social picture in
mind. That is an important key to both Lesser and Greater Magic. See the patterns and fit things together as you want the pieces to fall into
place. Do not be swayed by herd constraints - know that you are working on another level entirely from the rest of the world.
7. Forgetfulness of Past Orthodoxies - Be aware that this is one of the keys to brainwashing people into accepting something new and different,
when in reality it's something that was once widely accepted but is now presented in a new package. We are expected to rave about the genius of
the creator and forget the original. This makes for a disposable society.
8. Counterproductive Pride - That first word is important. Pride is great up to the point you begin to throw out the baby with the bathwater.
The rule of Satanism is: if it works for you, great. When it stops working for you, when you've painted yourself into a corner and the only way
out is to say, I'm sorry, I made a mistake, I wish we could compromise somehow, then do it.
9. Lack of Aesthetics - This is the physical application of the Balance Factor. Aesthetics is important in Lesser Magic and should be cultivated.
It is obvious that no one can collect any money off classical standards of beauty and form most of the time so they are discouraged in a consumer
society, but an eye for for beauty, for balance, is an essential Satanic tool and must be applied for greatest magical effectiveness. It's not
what's supposed to be pleasing - it's what is. Aesthetics is a personal thing, reflective of one's own nature, but there are universally pleasing
and harmonious configurations that should not be denied.

And the Name is VICTOR




That ends...all.....hope u have a nice time...looking around..... HAIL THYSELF!!!!!! Shemhamforash....