Day Six

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Today started with major disappointment. My weight was the same as yesterday which is 247.5 pounds (112.5 kilos). Maybe gravity increased today. Maybe I retained water. One thing is for sure, I was a bit disappointed.

Today I also felt sick a lot. And when walking I was dizzy. I am craving food a bit more and there were some hunger pangs.

Mood was, I was a bit down. I felt hopeless and depressed. I also did not work so well, but I surfed the web. I had a same problem before I started my fast.

What can I say, I am a bit down. One good thing is that my wife said that I lost weight. That made my day. I also stayed at work for 11 hours and I had two walks, one for lunch and longer one after work.

It is getting harder to fast with each day, and with each day I have more doubts and fears. Also my perception gets warped. I forget that I only fasted for six days. It seems like and incredibly long time.

Also this weekend seems like it will be total drag without food. I miss food. I love food.