Doesn't anyone love me
'Cause I don't feel like they do
Will anyone love me
The way I love you
Even though we are
No longer together
My love for you
Remains strong and true
Will anyone ever love me
The way I still love you

as usual i am
once again afraid
that's were i live
in the land of the afraid

For Many Years

For many years I've been closed up
In hopes to find myself
Now that I am starting to realize who I am
Becoming my own person
No one seems to like me
After many years what will become of me?
Will I loose all that I have?
Will I gain more than I will ever know?
I guess for now time only knows.
For many years will I be shattered?
For many years will I be stained?
For many years will you stay with me?
Or will you just wither away?

Head Or Heart

Why do I keep doing this?
When all I want to do is move on.
I know it's completely over.
Because he has found someone new
He has probably got a child or two.
In my mind I know
That I need to get over it
That I need to move on
But my heart won't let it go.
They say to always follow your heart
And not your head
In this case
I think they are wrong
Because in my mind I know
That I need to get over it
That I need to move on
But my heart won't let it go.

Settling Down

I walk in the door.
He asked me who is this; your new boy friend?
Actually my fiancee;
While we were together
You swore that you would never marry
So now you've changed your mind?
Can you just change your mind?
I don't want you now
But I think you should know.
You are too young for this
Settling down shouldn't be on your agenda now.
And I said; So I guess you should know
I am expecting a little one
Now I have no choice
But I know I am ready for this
It is time for the next chapter in my life
I will go through it with my head held high
I think you should know.
You are too young for this
Settling down shouldn't be in your agenda now

Move On

I don't want to hurt you
But I have to move on.
I only want the best for you.
So I have to move on.
I am not the one for you.
So I am going to move on.
Don't cry my little pretty.
We can still be friends.
Don't fret my little pretty.
You will find someone new.
Don't die my little pretty.
You life isn't worth taking for ours.
You hurt me anyhow.
All I can do is move on.
I only want the best for us.
So I have to move on.
I am not the one for you.
So I am going to move on
Now we know.
We both need to move on.

Big Secret

Sometimes I dream of you.
I always think about you.
Why aren't you hear?
Where did you go?
It's not fair.
I have never known you.
I ask my family about you.
No one knows a thing.
They act like it's some big secret
They won't even tell me your name
Sometimes I dream about you
Maybe you're a big rock star?
Who just could handle the pressure?
I wonder if you ever loved her?
Or did she love you?
Was it just some one night stand?
How come no one will ever tell me?
How come I never know?
Maybe I should give up and stop?
Wondering about you.

Can't Live Like This

Can't live like this
I can't take it anymore
Can't live like this
I can't do this anymore
As long as he's alive
As long as I am alive
I can't live like this
Why can't he die?
Why can't I die?
We both can't be alive
Because I can't live like this
I wish he were dead
I wish I were dead
At the same time
I don't want him dead
Can't live like this
I can't take it anymore
Can't live like this
But I guess I have no choice

Untitled

As I sit in my room
Staring at your face
I now realize
No one will ever take your place
While I lie in bed at night
Even when I sleep
I still see you, I still miss you, and I still love you
And though we are not together
I'm hoping and praying
That our friendship will be
Since the day you told me
We needed to be apart
That you needed to be alone
We haven't really spoken
Now I'm scared
That we may never speak again