All these poemz are mine... I wrote them... believe it or not... also 2 or 3 of them are copyrighted so don't try anything funny... I can sue... :) also.. these poems are from 1-4 years ago so don't think tat i'm so gay ok? j/k but yea. these are old... enjoy :)

I'm SoRrY(3/2004)
"bye" were her last words,
Sitting here thinking what I did wrong,
How`d I get this girl to like me so much?
When I didn`t do much at all.
I am no hater,
If spoken to I shall reply,
How should I know,
That the other person is falling for me,
Lies were not spoken,
Promises were not broken,
Laughter in the air,
How was it not fair.
I can only do what I will,
And if I will do what I want,
I will just be myself,
So how is myself so bad?
I did not say I want you,
I did not say I like you,
I did not say I love you,
I did not say I hate you.
But, I guess I did commit a crime,
And that crime was wasting your time.
People are people,
Most will misinterpret,
Most will not understand,
That a one sided love can never stand.
So I`m sorry,
For not telling you sooner,
That you not my boo,
And that I will be the fool.

ThE DaY(12/2002)
19 years has passed me by,
I thought of this and it made me cry.
As I walk by the ocean I wondered why,
I was alone and wanted to fly.
To an island that was nearby,
Or a mountain way up high.
As I stood there arms open wide,
I felt the wind pressing by.
A girl onced asked me the question why,
I was so depressed and I replied.
That I was not lonely or depressed,
But the truth was that my life was a mess.
Yes, I lied to her, and I know she knew,
Because she stalked me every step I drew.
I used to wonder everyday,
Why I was lonely and gay.
But now I know and will only say,
That you should move foward and not stay.
Keep on moving, every which way,
Until you know that today is the day.

GoOdByE(9/2000)
These past years I have watched you grow
Year by year your beauty glowed
Like rays or sunlight pure and bright
Your happy smiles were my light
But now it seems we must depart
So I hope that I can control my heart
To not speak out my words of sadness
And to only speak out my words of happiness
My days with you were always the best
And I never expected any less
But till we meet again I will only whisper
To the stars as my listeners
To keep you safe and away from harm
And to not shout out or be alarmed
When I tell you that I must go
And that I will never forget your soul
Without your soul my tears will fall
As I must say goodbye to all
You are my hope, my love, and my dream
And without you I will want to scream
Because I will miss you and I will cry
And without your light I will only die.

NeW PeRsPeCtIvE(1/2004)
I have always joked and lied
That's why I must say sorry
Although I have done these
I always knew them to be false
My way of enjoyment
Seems to come from falsehood
As I myself have become
I know that I'm worth nothing
And anyone can replace me
Even all my efforts can't help me
I am not even a pest but a rock
Nothing but just dead weight
To burden all those around me
My days are worthless
A continuous cycle
Back and forth my days are going
My moments sad and my times are boring
Everyday life isn't even a story
So I'll seek for hope
Changing my perspective
In the sense that I'll be happy
Now I know my only hope
Is the light which you gave me.

InCoMpLeTe(1/2004)
The years pass by more and more
Our everyday lives are filled with joy and sorrow
Days of laughter fill our past
As more and more age tag on to our lives
Now as we grow old, we stop to think
Of what could have happened if we had chosen a different path
Some may say that theirs' were the right one
While others may say the opposite
As of me i still wonder
About that time you left me for good
Your goodbyes hurt me so much
And yet there was nothing i could do
If only my path in life was different
I would have had another chance with you
You meant everything to me as you still do today
I don't know how to say this, but life is always hard
Nothing turns out the way we desire and nothing stays forever
But if only i could have had you
My life would have been complete
Nothing else would matter
Because life is just not sweet
Without you, I'm incomplete.

StIlL KoOl(1/2004)
Years pass by
We separate and live our own lives
It's 3 years since
We finally meet
As we do, you see that i'm different from the past
I also see you different from the past
I see that your more into the future
While i'm more into the present
We enjoy different things and think differently
Both lives have changed so much yet haven't changed at all
We still enjoy those priceless moments where we talk about nothing at all
We still help out each other out
We still can hang out
But most of all we are still kool.

FoR HaPpInEsS(1/2004)
I see a beauty and take a chance
I play with it and become so cheerful
I stare into the eyes of the unknown and feel at ease
I embrace it into my arms and feel complete
I feel that life cannot be better
I notice that somethings changed
I learn it's not meant to be
I let go and feel so sad
I wonder why I'm lonely and empty inside
I struggle to understand everything I felt
I understand everything and know the truth
I must not just aim for beauty
Instead, I must aim for happiness.

This last poem izn't mine.. but I like it so it'z here 2... I didn't c a title 4 tiz one... Also, I'm not sure if it'z copyrighted or not though... :/

I'm frustrated because I can't tell if it's real,
frustrated because I don't know how you feel.
I'm frustrated because we didn't talk last night,
frustrated because we cant make things right.
I'm frustrated because there is no trust,
frustrated because I know it's a must.
I'm frustrated because I need you night and day,
frustrated because I can't have things my way.
I'm frustrated because you don't want to take my hand,
frustrated because I can't get you to understand.
I'm frustrated because I can't feel your gentle touch,
frustrated because I miss you so much.
I'm frustrated because we can't be together,
frustrated because I'll love you forever.