I don’t know what Justin’s doing to me, but it’s driving me crazy and I think he knows it. We’re at this party to kick off our new tour, with all of our families and closest friends here. Justin just looks so gorgeous tonight, not like he doesn’t any other night. He knows I’m in love with him, he’s known since I told him that I’m gay. I don’t understand why he’s doing this to me tonight he’s flirting and dancing with me, as if it isn’t torture enough just being near him all of the time. Justin’s straight what the hell is he thinking?

Well shit here he comes again. “Hey Justin, what’s up?”

“Nothing I wanna dance, come dance with me.”

“Come on Justin why are you doing this to me?”

“I’m not doing anything; I just wanna dance with my best friend.”

“Justin this is a slow song.”

“I know let’s dance.”

Why did I let him drag me out here? I hate this; I hate having him hold me like this. I love him. Jesus he just kissed my neck, what the hell is he up to?

There’s a different feel about you tonight

It’s got me thinking lots of crazy things

I even think I saw a flash of light

It felt like electricity

“Justin what are you doing?”

“Just dancing now shut up.”

“Everybody’s watching us.”

“So.”

Oh god he’s kissing my neck again. What the hell’s he doing to my ear? He’s got his tongue in my ear. Shit I’m gonna cum in my pants. I’m gonna cum in my damn pants with everybody watching. Jesus Christ he’s licking my lips. Holy fuck Justin’s tongue is in my mouth, I can’t breathe.

You shouldn’t kiss me like this

Unless you mean it like that

Cause I’ll just close my eyes

And I won’t know where I’m at

We’ll get lost on this dance floor

Spinning around and around and around

They’re all watching us now

They think we’re falling in love

They’d never believe we’re just friends

Christ I can’t breathe, I think I’ve died and gone to heaven. “Justin what the hell are you doing?”

“Jesus Josh, you don’t know. How long has it been since somebody kissed you”

“Justin, why did you kiss me?”

“I wanted to, now shut up and dance.”

“Justin, you can’t play with me like this.”

“I know Josh, I know.”

“Then don’t do it again Justin. Don’t kiss me like that unless you mean it like that.”

When you kiss me like this

I think you mean it like that

If you do, baby kiss me again

Everyone swears we make the perfect pair

But dancing is as far as it goes

Baby you never moved me

Quite the way you moved me tonight

Thank god that dance is over, I can’t take this tonight. What’s gotten into Justin? I gotta get out of here. I’m just gonna say goodbye to everyone and go home. I’ll just slip out without Justin seeing me.

I’m home away from everybody and for some reason it’s just too damn quiet. I’ll never be able to sleep tonight, it’s midnight already and I gotta be up by five. Why did Justin have to do this to me tonight of all nights? God somebody’s at the door, I’m not getting up they’ll go away. Shit they’re not leaving who the hell could it be at this time of night? Oh shit it’s Justin, probably here to tell me he didn’t mean to kiss me tonight. I guess I better open the door and get this over with. Ok Josh you can do this just turn the knob and open the door. Jesus he’s kissing me again.

You shouldn’t kiss me like this

Unless you mean it like that

Cause I’ll just close my eyes

And I won’t know where I’m at

They’re all watching us now

They think we’re falling in love

They’d never believe we’re just friends

When you kiss me like this

I think you mean it like that

If you do baby, kiss me again

Holy fuck I think my knee’s are gonna give out, thank god he’s holding me up. God I’d be happy to die kissing him.

“Josh, I mean it like that.” Finally he’s kissing me again.

THE END