Date: Wednesday, October 6, 1998
Time: 3:49 p.m.
Listening to: “Now That’s What I Call Music” (thanks, Stacy! :-) - A mixed tape I made of Broadway songs (current song, “Endless Night” from The Lion King)
Currently reading: The Fionavar Tapestry, by Guy Gavriel Kay
Currently avoiding: “Absalom and Achitophel,” a poem by John Dryden - ENGL 341 homework! :-)
Currently obsessing over: Anthony Crivello
Out the window: Gorgeous, sunny, coolish day
Quote of the Day: "Have you ever noticed that we base our assessment of the intelligence of others almost entirely on how closely their thinking matches our own?" David Eddings in "Belgarath the Sorcerer"

Everytime I think about my homepage I feel guilty that I don’t spend more time working on it. Melanie and Karen and Stacy (my three best internet friends) have such fascinating, creative, well-done pages, and they’re the ones who inspired me to create my own, and yet I feel that mine falls so far short of theirs. I guess I just run out of creativity faster than other people. :-) However, with this journal I’m making an attempt to personalize my page a bit more, and I have made a New Year’s Resolution (even though it’s not New Years quite yet! :-) to give it a bit more attention and thought this year. It’s just really hard to find the time to work on it. As I said to Stacy in an email last night, when I go to work on it, I don’t really have time to start anything new, and then when I do have time to work on it there’s so much to do that I don’t know where to start!

Had a really great discussion today in one of my classes about whether studying/reading/writing poetry “feminizes” people, and whether that’s a bad thing, and whether children should/do appreciate poetry. One guy suggested that no one in their right mind enjoys poetry, regardless of gender or age. He got pretty firmly put back in his place pretty quickly. :-) It’s interesting to think about, though. Do we as a society teach children that it’s boring to read literature, and especially teach boys that they shouldn’t read poetry? I think we do. My mother *always* read to me before I went to bed, and it is still a ritual with me (even though my mom doesn’t read to me much anymore :-) to read, strictly for pleasure, at least a few pages every night. But I know so many people who think reading is a waste of time. I know someone who asks me everytime I buy a book why I don’t just get a library card and spend the money on something else. He doesn’t understand the joy of having books that are old friends, that you can return to again and again and opening the first page is almost like getting a warm hug from someone you care about. Books are central to my life, to my concept of the world, and I can’t imagine a day when I didn’t read *something* that took me out of my existence, even for a moment, and gave me a glimpse of something else. I think that’s why I feel so strongly about theatre, too. Isn’t theatre, in a way, just a book brought to life? It’s a glimpse into something else, a different way of living, of feeling, of being.

Anyway, that’s enough rambling, I guess, for my first entry. Hopefully I didn’t scare you off, and I’ll write again when I think of something intelligent to say. Or at least, when I think of something to say. :-)



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