Well I'm back, didn't know if I would be but as you can see I am. Sometimes I wonder is this life real or is it just someones mind working overtime in the twilight zone. I served My country for eight and one half years and would have stayed in for at lest twenty years or longer, except for that tour to Germany that I refused, and got bared from reinlisting. Guess I should have just went, oh well to late now. Anyway that's how I got in this mess, if I would have stayed in I wouldn"t have bought this house with the mortgage that is a fraud. I tried to get in touch with the mortgage company and they no longer exist. Phones no longer in service, web site doesn't exist, and the guys e-mail is no good and comes back unknown. Just F-----g Great.Sorry I'm so bitter but I've put 30 years of blood, swet and tears in this place and now my mortgage payment are more then I make a month. Guess I got to start all over again. Hope my kids will help. After all I did give them everything I could and did without for myself.

To Be Continued