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| If (I Have To Die) Tomorrow | ||
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if i have to die tomorrow i am ready for it since life has given me many things good and bad happiness and sorrow be loved and cheated thanks to life which has taught me how to deal with it I am ready because life after this life is not much different both deal yin and yang good and bad offers me with good and bad people i am ready, really because i have done this: love people even though I have never been loved... (2 November 2003; 00:40) |
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| Pesan (untukmu) | ||
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Kamu tahu? Sudah 374 hari berlalu Sejak kamu perkenalkan cinta Yang seolah sebenarnya Tepatnya: 8987 jam dan 37 menit Kamu tahu? Itu rasanya cukup bagi perangkat prosesor komputerku untuk menjadi terasa tua dan terengah-engah dan ketinggalan jaman semestinya diganti dengan yang baru supaya lebih cepat dan terlihat trendi tapi, tahukah kamu? masih saja kamu menari manis di otak kelabuku bodohnya, tak juga aku mampu untuk sekedar merasa ataupun berpura-pura: perasaan cintaku telah rusak bagai prosesor komputerku yang dileleh oleh waktu dan kalor atau cemburu yang begitu saja tiba menghinggapi Kamu tahu? tak mampu aku bergeliat dusta pada jiwaku sendiri yang kerdil dan rapuh untuk mengganti atau sekedar berhasrat sederhana: mengganti cintaku padamu memahat kata cinta baru buat orang lain Yang aku tahu, Masih juga aku terlalu lugu dan berulah setia Sebenarnya... aku cuma bersikap jujur, bertanya, Sampai kapan aku harus menantikan cintamu kembali padaku di sini? (7 November 2003; 00:40) |
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| when i say i love you | ||
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When I tell you that I love you It means You are in my future life A life where I spend the whole of it With you When I say I love you It means You are more than everything You are my teeth Without you I will be like old toothless people Who aren't able to bite the world You are my touch nerve So I can feel your softness and tenderness Touch the world With my finger skin You are the dancer in my brain Keep directing me to do only in the right path You are along with the blood Keep flowing in my body, wholly Losing you makes me falling pale, fainted Die... When I honestly love you I accept you for whoever you are Good or bad Black or white the lines in your finger are Even though I am still living in doubt Will you accept me This honesty? 12 November 2003; 1.06am |
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you said to me you were happy there a new job a new lover a new great place you told me you were really in happy life as I reminisce your happiness was my happiness and I should be happy, too now to hear you but above of all it is only should be should be... 4 December 2003; 10.10am |
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aku ingat satu hal kala rindu menghasut alam sadarku aku begitu tulus menginginkan kemahaesaanmu yang memang tunggal dan sulit tergantikan kau mau tahu? aku cuma bisa menikmati pahit dan manisnya merindukan seseorang yang entah dimana karena hatinya telah tertambat pada yang lain... 2 February 2004; 3.26am |
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