A GIRL AND HER HARLEY


Note....I don't write for anyone but me.  If you like what I wrote
that is great.  If not, that is ok too!!


Time and Pills

secrets live in my soul
of days gone by
days of loneliness and despair
the secrets tell of this
hours spent searching
for love, for acceptance
for a touch
secrets live in my soul
of nights gone by
nights as lonely as the days
the secrets tell of this
nights spent searching
for the magic pill
that would make all the secrets disappear
secrets live in my soul
of the years gone by
years as lonely as the weeks as lonely as the days
the secrets tell of this
years so empty, so lost
each passing day another secret to hide
another loveless touch
another useless pill
secrets live in my soul


Of Pain

of pain, I know
my heart cries
tears of days gone by and loves lost
my soul yearns for life
not content with the darkness that surrounds
I remember, or perhaps I dream
arms, wrapping warmth around me
voices, filling the silence, sweet whispers
hands, touching, gliding over delicate skin
to love, to feel, wanting, needing
life is around me, yet I feel no life
in the distance, laughter, children
innocent, unaware, untouched
hearts still glowing, dreams still alive
and I pray
of pain, they will never know
their hearts crying, but of joy


Confusion

confusion sets in and I get lost
into a world of uncertainty I fall
darkness around, I stumble
I ask why
not slowly, not quickly, no answers come
can there not be love?
for all who wish for it?
why must tears fall, slow, certain
questions, the answers I seek
but they lay unanswered, discarded, forgotten
hearts bleed, red
beating like fading drums
I ask why
confusion sets in and I get lost
in a world of uncertainty I stay


fear

 
fear is
keeping me silent, holding me back
burning desires into my soul
your eyes, so blue, i need to see
flowing hair, my fingers need to touch
my prison, cold, dark, lonely
it's walls high and forbidding
to much for me to ascend
fear is
keeping me silent, holding me back