

Note....I
don't write for anyone but me. If you like what I wrote
that
is great. If not, that is ok too!!
Time
and Pills
secrets
live in my soul
of
days gone by
days
of loneliness and despair
the
secrets tell of this
hours
spent searching
for
love, for acceptance
for
a touch
secrets
live in my soul
of
nights gone by
nights
as lonely as the days
the
secrets tell of this
nights
spent searching
for
the magic pill
that
would make all the secrets disappear
secrets
live in my soul
of
the years gone by
years
as lonely as the weeks as lonely as the days
the
secrets tell of this
years
so empty, so lost
each
passing day another secret to hide
another
loveless touch
another
useless pill
secrets
live in my soul
Of
Pain
of
pain, I know
my
heart cries
tears
of days gone by and loves lost
my
soul yearns for life
not
content with the darkness that surrounds
I
remember, or perhaps I dream
arms,
wrapping warmth around me
voices,
filling the silence, sweet whispers
hands,
touching, gliding over delicate skin
to
love, to feel, wanting, needing
life
is around me, yet I feel no life
in
the distance, laughter, children
innocent,
unaware, untouched
hearts
still glowing, dreams still alive
and
I pray
of
pain, they will never know
their
hearts crying, but of joy
Confusion
confusion
sets in and I get lost
into
a world of uncertainty I fall
darkness
around, I stumble
I
ask why
not
slowly, not quickly, no answers come
can
there not be love?
for
all who wish for it?
why
must tears fall, slow, certain
questions,
the answers I seek
but
they lay unanswered, discarded, forgotten
hearts
bleed, red
beating
like fading drums
I
ask why
confusion
sets in and I get lost
in
a world of uncertainty I stay
fear
fear
is
keeping
me silent, holding me back
burning
desires into my soul
your
eyes, so blue, i need to see
flowing
hair, my fingers need to touch
my
prison, cold, dark, lonely
it's
walls high and forbidding
to
much for me to ascend
fear
is
keeping
me silent, holding me back
 
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