Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Empitness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking down
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

~~~~~

Go ahead.

Try and deny you haven't felt this way.

Just try.

You know the truth.

Doesn't matter what triggered it. At some point, you felt EXACTLY how this song describes.

I do not advocate suicide. I abhor it. To fall on your own sword is cowardly and stupid.

You know exactly what it feels like to live the line..."I was me, but now he's gone." You wake up one day and realize that everything you thought you were is a lie. And if you haven't...that day is coming.

Where you go from there is the important part. Remember that.

~Haruka Spork Tenou, 2001