For Poe

For Vanyel

My Life

My Path

 

 

~For Poe~

 

I walk the shadowy paths of life alone.

No one to guide me.

No one to confide in.

I walk the ever changing path.

In front of me I see no future.

Behind I see no past.

Today be what it may.

And tomorrow shall care for itself.

 

 

 

~For Vanyel~

 

No one knows me.

No one knows who I am.

I feel so alone in the darkness of the night.

Not a glimmer of light.

None.

I feel a coldness descending.

It is a numbing cold, blessed.

Nothing can penetrate my cloak of coldness.

No man has succeeded.

Nor woman.

If not for the cold, I would be broken.

Like shattered glass.

Nothing is left.

I am empty but for fiery rage and bitterly cold grief.

 

 

 

~My Life~

 

Working towards some end that I can’t see

I keep moving until I see my end

Unknown end.

I can’t see any end

I lie and cheat and steal until I am lost to what I used to know.

 

 

 

 

~My Path~

Life is wandering away from me…

I am walking, without a purpose, destination

There is no way to go

There are infinite ways, paths

I do not see

Vision means nothing

Life is meandering toward me

And all this is all shit.