~Longing~

Your arms will encircle me

I know this yet I don't run

I can't

You have welded me to the floor with your eyes and words

You have told me you love me so many times

Yet I can't believe you

You told her the same thing

You tell me your golden lies

and I melt for you all over again

Your words so sparsely given

bind me closer to you

I want to break away

But you will never let me go from your threads of

loving torment

I watch you and her kiss in the halls,

knowing the talk about you

Hey two lezzies!

But I can't care

You telling you're bi killed me

I lie on my floor

and twist through the horror that may lie before me if I don't tell you

but I can't tell you

That I love you

If I told people that I feel this, they would accept it

they would not understand me but they would accept it

I would be as I am now only with more of a

base of support

support for the one who feels this love and does not get it returned

the unrequited one