~A monologue I wish I could say to your face~

If I could tell you how I feel, that would mean I knew what I felt. Since I don't how can I possibly tell you?

The only answer I have is that I can't. You have caused such a delicious confusion within me. How can I deal with you in the same way ever again?

I love you. And I guess I have to curse myself for that. But why should I? Is my love for you so forbidden? You yourself have told me that you are bisexual. Whether you are attracted to me remains to be seen. I want you to be. I don't see why you would be though. It's not like I'm a great prize or anything. Sorry. I'm ragging on myself again. I just can't see why anyone like you would actually want to love me.