Interview with Laruku

ROENTGEN track diagnosis
hyde solo interview (R&R Newsmaker April)
hyde solo interview ( Switch )
TETSU69 Q&A
TETSU69 Love & Hate
hyde diary (2)

tetsu A to Z interview Shoxx 98
hyde interview from MR
hyde's diary
tetsu interview hotdog press feb
Shoxx 97 Vol.51 hyde A to Z items
Bpass 12 hyde + tetsu
Yukkie X tetsu talk
Ark and Ray interview
Ark and Ray finale message
hyde talking about his past, present and future

some quotes in brackets are my comments
 
hyde's diary (2)

11.7 sun - 11.14 sun
from this day till the 14th, i was working on "finale",
wrote the lyrics while reading the script (of ring 0 ) 

11.16 tue
Recording of some awards show

11.22 mon - 11.26 fri
From the 22nd, everyday we were taking pictures for "R&R Newsmaker".
It became such a big project..each day each member, and one day
with all of us, a total of 5 days.  For myself, i went to a SM Hotel.
We took pictures in some place that looked like a jail. It was more
realistic then i thought when we went there.  There were poles ( i think that's
what he meant by OMARU?), and it was really dirty...there seem to be SPERM (IYAAAA)
around them (the poles), it was kinda disugsting....Iyadeshitane...
Although I got some match from that place, I kept it in the table all the time.
Although my parents only came visiting once, but what if they come again
and see the match ( from the SM Hotel )......although I really don't know,
but...better not make mistake...musuko wa yoi kodomo desu <--
means, "their son (himself) is a good child"  (HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH HAIDO YOU'RE SO CUTE AND FUNNY ^____^)
how come it's sorta like how hyde felt when he was afraid that
his parents will hear metropolis and be like -_-" what's this lyrics!?
hehehe..kawaii ne!

11.28 sun
Group picture taking session.

11.30 tue - 12.5 sun
We went to New York for mastering and picture taking.  SO COLD! 
And since it was so cold i bought a muffler on the way.  I hate to bring
a lot of luggage with me...its just my personality.  And anyway, my stylists
will come so i went with some thin clothing.  But since it was too cold
and i didn't bring enough clothing, i just bought some over there.
There was a 3 day free time thing, and i went to shop for furniture.
I saw this really cute water tank, and i went with a staff from the company (kioon?)
so i asked what the price of it is, and he/she said should be about 500,000 yen (5000 US Dollars -_-!)
We then went to the coffee store to think a bit and  i thought, if its 500,000 yen, then i'll buy about 2 of them 
(holy...1,000,000 yen for 2 water tanks!?) So afterwards we went back to the store,
and the price was actually 2,000,000 (20,000 US) yen for ONE! So i don't want to buy it anymore...
so at the end didn't buy anything.. Oh actually, I thought about this other one.  It's a figure of Christ from a church
400 years ago.  It's carved from wood...and its 1,000,000 yen.  Looks really nice.  Although i really thought about getting it,
the meaning was quite important to me.  At the end i didn't buy anything (hmm why didn't u buy it if u think 
its very important to you haido? )

12.7 tue
Best Dresser Awards.  Space Shower " music video award 99" comment recording.

12.8 wed
Recorded a hell lotta radio comments

12.9 thu
Interview

12.11 sat
Pati Pati picture taking

12.13 mon
PV filming.  We wore red clothes..anyway, everyone thought it was too much and
sorta like Idol..But when the video came out, it didn't look like that.

12.15 wed
I raised an AIBO at home.  It's very cute, but it doesn't make noises at all...
I thought about many different names for it, but i still couldn't stick with one name.
At first i called it " Guru "...etc...I think Guru sounds like a dog name, isn't it cute?
But..when I call it it didn't sound great..and i didn't like it..Then later i called it "saccho san"
(ehm, boss!? ) coz i thought isn't this "great" (as in status) name good? Later i called it some other
names such as "Otousan " ( Dad.. ) Anyway, at the end i didn't stick with 1 name. This day,
i went to get a book about AIBO, at some point i'd need help to train the dog i guess, so i bought
a book.  Anyway, the its sleeping now.  Hmm it must be very full, well, the robot.
 

12.16 thu
"R&R Newsmaker" section ( self portrait) finish.

12.17 fri
Music Station Spring Special recording.  Usually Music Station was LIVE, so
this is the first time we done recording for it.  Seems like its some special project
for the best 100 songs of the century ? "Off course " <-- this is a band i think..? also
came, and we also did some comments...We can change that around a little bit and use it in 
another magazine perhaps? <--hmm?!

12.18 sat
Live rehersal

12.20 mon
Year end party for the company.  Got drunk ^^

12.23 thu
"Ring 0 Birthday" Premier.  I cried ne.. Really.  Didn't I write the lyrics as
i read the script? So it was very deep for me, a simple action can reflect something
much deeper inside me, So even though others didn't cry, i cried.  That night we did
Music station super live rehersal.

12.24 fri
Music station Super Live 

12.26 sun
Live rehersal.  Feels kinda messy...There's only 1 day so we kinda freaked out.

12.27 mon
TMV Regular recording. " Countdown all hit" recording

12.29 wed
Kohaku  sound recording.  Its interesting because many people will see it on TV ne?

12.30 thu
there's a run-through for Kohaku, and at that time i was chatting with minami kousetsu san,
and he(or is it a she!? ) said "its a great thing to be able to attrack that many people dayo.."
Hmm, i think he's a great person ne!

12.31 fri
First it's the rehersal for live, then its kohaku.  Hmm had a long wait at kohaku ne!
after we finished performing we left right away..by helicopter! it was so cool! 
made me wanna cry...(laughs) although it's got a lot of traffic down there,
we can get there within 10 min by helicopter, sugoi ne..  From long time ago, 
I already went to have a countdown live.  I'm so glad finally we can do it, and many
guests (well fans ) came to see us ne.

1.1 sat - 1.10 mon
Went to Hawaii for filming of PV.  We went to Hawaii island.
Its my first time here at hawaii island.  The weather was very bad and cold.
Almost like Tokyo.  If Hawaii's not hot till you wanna die then its no fun ne.
The last day we were filming in the pool in front of the hotel.  It was SUPER COLD..
The pool was as cold as Tokyo's December, I thought i was gonna die in there.
Tetchan caught a cold since he came to Hawaii, so he was in bad mood, and of course
doing this ( the pool thing ) he gets more sick.  He looked he wants to cry during the
filming. That night we played sushi and roulette.  At first we'll add wasabi in sushi,
kenchan will pass (the sushi?) to the manager team and whoever hit and win will eat (!??!
i dunno..is it how u play the game? ) anyway, at the end we started adding fish's eye (well of
cooked fish ) to the sushi.

1.16 sun
Recording of " Tekken quiz special " 
In our regular radio show, we'll have quizes and if we get the right answer,
we can have the ruit to play as many songs we like.  1/2 year ago, we played that quiz
too, but we have to say " achoo~" when we answer, and the one who forget to say it will
get "booed" at.. And coz we all fear losing if we forget the Achoo~, people start sticking labels around.  So this time, I must not forget to say it or else Im no use (or the saying like, Im a piece of garbage? ^^;), even if the answer is wrong it is welcome to try..but..ay..realy no sympathyI dont wanna 
play anymore..i want to go home.

1.18 tue
R&R Newsmaker section finish ( self portrait ) This day we had a billard game, of course I won. (^^;; haido san)

1.21 fri
Music station, we performed finale

1.29 sat- 2.13 sun
Composing..everyday playing guitar.

3.4 sat
Now, were listening to each others songs..choosing songs .
The songs I composed this time are quite hard(although not many ^^;)
But I enjoy it..
 



tetsu A to Z interview
shoxx 1998 May

A- absorption ( things that he gets very focused when he's doing it that he forgets
about everything as if he's dreaming)

Right now its "rajicon" ( remote control car ) these days i'm very busy with work,
so i don't have holidays and i go home late nite everyday.  But when i get home
i'll use that little time to make rajicon.  Because i like it so much sometimes
i will get so into making it that i forget about time.  So i have to tell myself
and set a time that i'll work until.  But it's really like i forget about time
passing by.  And meanwhile i always turn on the MTV channel at home and leave it on
as background music, unless if some really cool song is on then i'll look up to
watch the MTV or else it will just remain as background music.

B - breathing space
un...in my car..or on the red sofa at home.  the sofa's a 3 person seat one
so i can just lie across it and sleep there.  When i write songs i'll sleep there,
holding my guitar..I think i have a very pleasant sleeping face..of course this
is only my own assumption ( laughs ) ( haha of course tetsu wouldn't know if he looks
good when he's sleeping eh..well i guess *someone* would know..^^;;)
When i wake up i'm still in the same position as i slept in, so its ok to sleep
in the sofa.

C- Collection
toy desu ne. usually go to toy stores in shimokitazawa and shibuya etc. but these
days i hadn't been going at all.  I buy all the new products, but i collect
evangelion and japanese toys. I got a lot of these wooden japanese toys ne.
and also Majingaa Z, Gorenjyaa etc , also Kamen rider..the old japanese animation
collectables ne.

D- dear
umm, something that's dear to me..that's gotta be the band members and staff and
friends etc.  Basically I love a lot of people.  But i don't have a person i LOVE,
because that's a person that i want to date ( Um i guess this time maybe he's not
going out with anyone!?)

E- Evangelion
around last year 97 Jan ~ March it was replayed on TV. I was so addicted ne.
and at that time i was so depressed, it was evangelion that supported me..
but then i have never met eva ( eh..of course u can't..tetchan.) and i just
got more depressed i think.

F- fan
Fans are something that i'm very fond of, and it's my everything.  Just like my
band, rajicon, friends etc.

G- goal
My final goal..hmm i don't have one until i die.  I am born with this body
but when i die with it too.  Hmm so i don't really have a goal.

H-hyde
The hyde that i know about, is the hyde that i know inside me but i won't tell anyone

I- ideal
I want to be taller(laughs)  I want more "meat" on my face, i want a healthier face.
And also i don't want my black eye circles and bags ..and my inner qualities?
hmm if i change them then its not me anymore.  therefore i don't really know
what's an ideal personality. 

J- Japan
I like japan! Washoku! <-- japanese food!

K- ken
the ken that i know about , is the ken that i know inside me but i won't tell anyone

L- life
talking about life, borne to this world we'll have to be tested by the game of life.
"what is good to do, what is bad to do " etc and at the end we'll get our judgement
wouldn't we.  New life..? hmm, children ne.  un...but i don't want kids.  Producing
kids and raising them, will i make them grow up to be shiawase?  Because there are many
bad things in this world, maybe if i screw up my kid will end up to have a unhappy
life. and giving birth to kids, that's so scary! although i'm not the one giving
birth..but still ( laughs ) but, if i meet a person that i really really love,
then i may change my mind.

M-mother 
mother ne, they work very hard and we should respect them. My mom is a very skinny
and tiny person, always worried about us.  and of course i want to be nice to her and
respect her.  even though i live in tokyo and far away from home but because
i'm still her son it doesn't even have any impact.  and because she's so far away
i miss her even more. 

N- night fall
i've not seen sunset in all these years.  because at that time i'm always working
i want to see the beautiful sunset ne.

O- over joy
When i received a message from ASUKA ( Evangelion character ^^ ) 
the seiyuu of Asuka sent me a message last year as Asuka!
it says " Ah, tetsu, what are you doing in my #2 robot" I was sooo happy!!!
it's my takaramono!!! 

P- personal secret
don't have one. because i'm the type that i'll tell all my friends and people i like
everything and i don't like to hide things.  Therefore i don't have any secrets.
Cool eh? ( laughs)

Q- question (about society)
i don't really understand the society so...i dunno

R- radio
i was glad that met many people in radio shows, and i became good friends with them

T- tear
The beginning of this year i cried.  It was when i was in america, and i dreamt
of my grandma! Then i woke up and i cried. 

U- UK or USA
both..i like both england and america.  I like the fashion of england, clothes and
shoes etc, and its cheaper than Tokyo.  Although i've only been to the states once,
but there are more rude people compared to England.

V- vocal
if I was the vocal...I won't be pro at all.  Wouldn't be popular either..
band name...? nanyaro...hmm (then he said like a whole buncha kanji worlds and 
started laughing , its supposed to be some really cheezy making fun of others
band name..) That will be the band name, and we'll do folk music ( hahah )

W- warning (from tetsu)
umm its going to be year 2000 soon ne. the abreviation of 1998 is '98..
and next year is 99, so the next will become 00!? but that is very important ne,
there will be chaos in computers.  Because computer was produced around 1900s, 
and they can't read 4 numbers so it will become very taihen.  and in the future
the computer will replace human? and then at that time everyone would be the same
and not differenciated, then that would be very scary ne! umm that was the warning
from me.

X- X years ago (if you can go back what year would it be)
I don't want to turn back time.  Life is good because we can't turn back and undo.
For example, if i had some bad luck with love, then i undo it? but its a good
experience that we need for life, so we'll be careful next time.  And will become
better next time.

Y- yukihiro
the yukihiro kun ( my god he even called him KUN, not YUKKIE ) that i know about , 
is the yukihiro kun that i know inside me but i won't tell anyone

Z- zombies
Zombies? hmm Z..lets change the topic..Z...Z...Z....it's late..i shall sleep.


from Music Rock
UV vol.51 hyde interview (i think)

- Lets first talk about 1999 then we'll talk about the new single?
h: 99.. the most memorable thing was the tour in summer. To be able 
to have such a great live outdoors, I can even die satisfied ^^
(noo~ hyde don't die yet! )
-wow so happy that its ok to die?
h: Yeap.  If in 10 years later, someone asks me what i did in 1999,
I will not even hesitate and say " 1999 Grand Cross Tour " ( hyde i'm so
touched....so kandou..... >_< I'm a part of your memory even 10 years from now!
hyde so so breaks into tears of joy. I LOVE YOU hyde!!!! haha sorry ^^;)
-Oh it was your dream to have live outdoors?
h: Yeap. I never tried performing outdoors before, It was my dream for many years.
So happy that my dream came true~! No matter how many indoor locations
we have, still can't compare to outdoors, because indoors there will be echoes.
There are no echoes outdoors, the difference is quite big! And there are no walls
around the audience, there seem to be nothing blocking us.  The atmosphere is very good
and it's much easier for me to sing with feelings.
-Ah~I thought it's easier sing with feelings indoors?
h: That's what i used to think too ^^ but after i've tried outdoors, i realized
the difference is a lot! Besides..these days, in my lyrics..hmm
lots of them are talking about.. a very wide view.. its' more like an abstract
feeling than an object. So singing the songs in open areas can reflect the original
meaning better and it's easier for me to express too
-Performing to such a massive crowd, were you kind of blank or you were thinking 
of different things as you sing?
h: Yeap, i have to enter the world of my lyrics, but if it is between reality and
imagination ( shinjitsu to gensou? ^^;) then maybe it's a blank world
-During Dec, the tour video was released, when you saw it, does it feel different?
h: Not really, because i watched it calmly ^^;
-^^ so in 99, as a vocalist, have you grown up a lot?
h: only a little bit, about 10% ~?
-Is this as a result of the tour?
h: yeap! emotionally, I feel that this tour, it's like flowers blooming. ( T__T
kandou~~~ hugs hyde tight~ Yes!! all the years of hard work, its finally blooming ne!
ganbatte kudasai! )
-flowers blooming?
h: Un, if i'm too calm or practical, then it will become cold, then it won't be able
to release the emotions. Last year's tour it allow me to understand that.
-This is your theme?
h: Un, During rehersal, I can release my emotions, yet i can calm down,
the practicing can go smoothly and so can the real live.
-99 is a year of a lot of spiritual gain ne?
h: Un! it's a year of growing up
-Why is the new single in the form of a double song maxi single?
h: Uhmm..that was just coincidence.  Just like after the tour we wrote Love Flies,
that was just coincidence too.
-Does this coincidence got anything to do with work?
h: Yeah, Shiseido and Ring 0.  Because at that time we feel that both offers are
quite interesting so we accepted it.
-first lets talk about ken's NEO UNIVERSE.  It's a very light song
h: It's a good song ne
-It has the feeling of spring too
h: that's right.
-how do you feel when you wrote the lyrics?
h: ken didn't specifically tell me anything about it, I just followed my own feelings.
The Shiseido CM will be out around new years, and 2000 is also an important year,
so i thought of such lyrics.
-does 2000 have any special meaning for you?
h: Un..sou
-such as?
h: Like everyone else, ever since i was young i dreamt that year 2000 would be like a
futuristic place, like inside the cartoon Atomu ( or Astro Boy!?..i dunno..wutever u like to call it )
-Do you think year 2000 is more important than 2001?
h: Although the start of 21st century is very important, but I sorta had more
hopes in the year 2000
-So you used " NEO UNIVERSE" as the song name?
h: Yeah my views towards year 2000 is in NEO UNIVERSE.
-the other song " finale" is by tetsu, it's so dark..really surprised
that it's by tetsu!
h: Actaully tetsu wrote this song a long time ago.  When we know we have to
write a song for Ring 0 we thought of this song immediately
-so from the start already feel that this song is very suitable for the movie?
h: in the studio practices, tetsu added keyboard so the song's more vivid
-tetsu kept the song's image?
h: no almost not at all
-then...you wrote the lyrics after you heard the song?
h: un, after listening to the song and reading the script of the movie
-the lyrics are really good ne! it's very suitable for the movie Ring 0
h: yeah, just like the song and the movie's in one 
-are you very satisfied with the outcomes?
h: yes
-when you were writing lyrics what were you thinking about? will you place yourself in the 
story?
h: case by case, supposedly something like that
-finale too?
h: i read the script, and thought about sad words, listening to the song..and images will
start to appear in my mind.  I'll try to fall into different perspectives like
from sadako herself, from sadako's lover..the people around them..etc.  I'll think,
if sadako is the person i love, what would i think? 
-how about the skills involved in performing this song?
h: very difficult.  it's got a very high key, it's got a very sharp melody,
that's why it's very difficult to sing.
-since it's so difficult, before recording did you practice?
h: no..because i only finished the lyrics one day before recording. don't have time
to practice at all i already have to record it (eh..haido.. -_-")
-then in the real recording, did you have to have many takes?
h: i'm used to it already. but if i'm too used to it, my voice will sound very bad
like it's dead, not lively at all.
-but some ppl, the more they sing the better their voice get?
h: it depends i guess, but i'm sure it will be very painful to sing this song live.
-because the key's too high?
h: yeah, some places are really too high, if i sing this song in the 2nd half of LIVE
it will be very very difficult.  So i want to sing it in the beginning
-that's why finale was first song of reset live ne
-how about the name "finale"?
h: it's a word that sorta came across my mind when i was writing the lyrics.
-the coupling " hole " is yukkie's song.  and trick is remixed by him too. it's quite
different from the original song, what do you think?>
h: I feel so hazukashii ne, because at the real recording, the bass was all done
by singing.  most of it is done without any other background music.  it feels so shy,
just like running naked on the street (laughs)
-(laughs) this single is the start of 2000, and there was count down live. so what
kind of live do you want now?
h: elegant (!?)
-what do you mean?
h: emotionally
-hyde how about yourself?
h: as long as i can enjoy it then it's enough
-count down live is from 1999 to 2000, will your feelings change as the time changes?
h: this i don't know (laughs)
-crossing year into 2000 in live, what do you feel?
h: like a lifetime
-being able to countdown with fans it must be very nice
h: a band that's got a long history usually will have count down live, or festive
lives etc, but somehow we never had a chance to do that. ( hey wasn't Reincarnation
during christmas -_-") actaully a few years ago we already wish to have a 2000 countdown live,
our dream finally came true, of course very happy.
-this single, is it showing us that this is L'Arc~en~Ciel in year 2000?
h: just wish that we can enjoy making our music more and be more mature with it.
-ehm can you elaborate on it?
h: like making a photo album.  What we want to do now is to finish up things
we couldn't complete last year.
-how about Live?
h: i don't want to do any concerts yet, i just want to write songs. I haven't thought about
things about Live at the moment.
-what do you care about the most recently?
h: him...AIBO that a friend gave me
-what name did you give him?
h: AIBO ... ( hey hyde..so unoriginal? hah)
-you wanted an electronic dog ?
h: yeah. isn't it kind of cool to have an electronic dog during year 2000?
(end)



hyde's diary Nov 26 1998 - Mar 1st 1999

11.26. Thu/
Today we're going to Europe to take photos for the photobook.
Although we already set up the meeting time and location, a pesron was still late.  
Because we're afraid that we won't make it to
the airport, everyone got on the bus first to wait for the last guy,
so when the last guy comes then the bus can leave at once.  Finally,
the last guy came, but then this guy forgot his PASSPORT!!!!
Then immediately the manager had to go to his house to get it for him........
By the way this person recently dyed his hair blonde ( ARN'T YOU TALKING
ABOUT YOURSELF HAIDO!?!!!!)
Then that day, we arrived at Switzerland.
It wasn't as cold as i have imagined, and there was no snow either.
It's already night time, so we took the bus and arrived at a street called
Interlaken. After getting off the bus i looked up the sky, there's a shadow, 
covered halfway by the clouds, it looks like the shadow of a mountain.
It's dark and i feel that the mountain is super high. 
Then i went to my room, and i was so surprised,
because they have NHK drama on TV..haha
We had dinner in a super high class restaurant in the hotel,
but the food was -_-" (laughs)

11.27 Fri/
Went up the mountains for photo shooting. We went halfway by car and then we had
to go up by the sled, because the road narrows and become real dangerous,
i'm sure people've died there before. Then we took pictures in the snow, and
ended our photo session for the day.  It's near dusk and we're walking down the streets, 
looking for a toy store in this town that's got nothing.  It's like Disneyland..closed..
That night we ate Swiss food, we went to this family restaurant and ate cheeze fondue.
After finish eating, when we're ready to leave, we realized that about 3 or 4 Staff's coat
that's put at the entrance were stolen...at this cold weather....-_-"
but the members were ok, but then the staff had a really bad day... 
Afterwards, i went to a Casino near the hotel that looked like a game center.
I was completely indulged in the roulette and poker.  When i travel overseas,
I will bring money just to gamble, use all of them in gambling if there's a casino, so 
winning or losing is ok, at first i lose ne.

11.28 Sat/
Took pictures in town.  We went to a place called Luzern.First i took pictures
with the white birds ( refer to LIFE...haha where hyde wears that white furry jacket
and white leather pants..and white shoes...-_-", and so cute, haido called
the birds " white birds-san" ¹³ñ ..^^ )
Then there's this little stand that sells chesnuts ( actaully hyde calls it "tenshin chesnuts
swizterland version VÃÃIXCXÅ", So funny ^^ P.S. remember the pics of ken and
tetsu eating those?) so i bought some, but it doesn't taste good,
it taste like yam more..the ones in japan taste better ne. Then from the town,
we walked up the mountains to take pictures.  The pictures of us in LIFE, on the sleigh ^^
We played for quite a long time.  But we only went from the top to the bottom once ( uh..
haido, so it took u THAT long to go from bottom to top? hahah ) 
Then we went near a lake and took more pictures, the pictures of the last page
of the Photobook.  It was realllly cold!! When we're heading back from the lake,
we saw a " Sex Shop ", and we went there with our coordinator and everyone were laughing.
Then went back to casino, and went to sleep.

11.29 Sun/
Snowboarding.  We went in the early morning.  We have a coach, and in the beginning
i looked like a tombstone ( really still ^^; )and i was sniffing like taking drugs.
And since we looked so baka it's a really funny sight.  So the coach taught us for 3 hours..
And towards the end i gradually sorta get the idea of how to snowboard. 
Anyways, it was really fun. Afterwards went back to casino to gamble again ( haido~~
how come u gamble so much -_-" ) and i used all my money... at first i didn't
understand the rule of that thing and i only understand at the second half of the game,
but i already lose all my money....my swiss dream destroyed... (haha)
And the next day, we're going to Germany, and maybe i'll fulfill my German Dream there ne.....

11.30 Mon/
From Switzerland we went to Frankfurt in Germany. 
During noon we bought a lot of omiyage(souveniers), and at night we went to a restaurant
and we drank wine..it was really good and a little drunk ^^ then i went to Casino ( AGAIN!?)
I heard that in casinos in Germany, we have to wear formal or you can't go in,
so for this purpose i wore my suit ( KAKKOIIII!!!! can TOTALLY imagine haido wearing
suit in a casino!!! >___<!!!!! ) When i enter also had to check my passport and many
other checks ( ooh~~ I wanna see haido's passport!! ^^;)
And then i went inside, there aren't games ne.. only Poker, Black Jack, Roulette..
There are lots of people who look like they're super rich, and throwing these stacks of 
100,000 yen coins in and stuff...i think i shouldn't play at there ne? It feels
quite scary, the difference between people from other race.  It was boring, so i left by
myself first and went to this casino beside where you can wear casual clothes, and it is
like a game center, but again i don't know the rules of Germany so I don't know how to play...
but it's the last day, so i really want to spend all of the money ..but i really don't
understand so i couldn't T_T. Then there's a jockey game, and i played but then
i lose again and i got pissed.  How come i'm getting such bad luck, 
so i thought ....hmm..maybe it's because the machine sucks, maybe because the machine
is busted .... anyways, completely ruined my mood, so i just left.  So ..Germany was a defeat too.
I guess i'm more suitable for US... next time i think i should go to Las Vegas.

12.1 Tue/
Burg Katz photoshooting(hss: Cats Castle ^^ so cute.  Oh by the way, there's a place
called LORELEY in Germany..u know the river placed they showed when they performed
LORELEY in Light My Fire?) 
At the basment of Burg Katz, it's kinda scary, feels like the room for trialing criminals..
there were evidence of locks to tie up hands and stuff, scary ne.  Then we returned
to Frankfurt again and then left for Japan. These days i'm used to travelling, so i
don't feel uncomfortable in the plane anymore.  I watched " the cat in the boots" on the plane,
and i told ken its really interesting so he watched it too.

12.3 Thu/ " FNS ÌwÕ " at Takanawa Prince Hotel.

12.4 Fri/ "ú{LüåÜ".  Konno Misako san danced ne~ i was surprised!
We received an award, thank you very much ^_^

12.6 Sun/ recording of "ÌÌå«e"

12.7 Mon/ CM recording. Our boss Fujiwara have made many Laruku CMs ( Hmm? I think 
it's that..guy who's ALWAYS in the Laruku CMs..u know who i'm talking about right? ^^)
This CM is the last one of this year, so we're gonna be in it too. (I think haido is refering
to the Light My Fire video CM, with the explosion and THANX 1998 ) At the evening we went to the
filming studio, and we changed into costumes of police detectives, then we started filming.
It only took us about 3 minutes to film!!!!  Ah~~ so great! I think it's the quickest filming
i've ever done.

12.9 Wed/ Photo shooting for New Year's Card. 

12.10 Thu/ went to the show FUN.  Interviewed with the 3 hosts,
and performed a medley of about 5 songs. 
(haido looked SUPER KAKKOII + KAWAII in this show!)
Fujiwara Norika san(host) danced along the performance. 

12.11 Fri ~ 13 Sun/  Composing songs.  but didn't do accomplish much. (^^;;)

12.14 Mon/ Recording of Pop Jam.  We performed winter fall and snow drop. 
Meanwhile i watched the video, and i haven't sang so well for a while. 
I always feel scared and uneasy during performance, but this time it was fine.
Snow drop was a little more difficult...

12.15 Tue ~ 17 Thu/ "giving out songs" (like, the due date and each member would bring what they have written so far etc) at the studio, practicing, etc.

12.18 Fri ~ 20 Sun/ writing songs again.

12.21 Mon.  "HEY! HEY! HEY! special" at an island called Daiba ( actaully Daiba is where Tokyo Big Sight is ne)
It's winter and the wind from the seashore is suppper cold, and i had to perform snow drop. ( hhaha haido really looked
painful during the performance, although he had huge furry jacket, 
Yukkie also had this  huge white furry jacket like a polar bear ne)
I watched the video afterwards and i looked so ghastly! I was shivering and my teeth were like " kakakak "  while i was singing..just sooo cold.

12.22 Tue ~ 12.23 Wed/ Looking at the songs Part 2.  We had a few songs.

12.24 Thu/ "Music station special" reherasal at NHK Hall.  Sigh,
it's christmas eve and i'm at that kind of place. Disneyland is next door
and there were lots of people, it took us a few hours of traffic
to get back because of this.

12.25 Fri/ "Music Station Special". MAX was sitting behind us, and 
we forgot that they were there, and ken chan was singing their song " Ride on time~~"
and suddenly we saw that they're actually behind us! so he was like "aa..ii kyouku desu ne" ( ah, it's a good song ne)
it was quite embarrasing! These days, we had a lot of shows with Morning Musume too,
and i couldn't get their song out of my mind, i just keep hearing " waratte~" inside me

12.26 Sat/ Our company's new years party.  Usually the next day there will be no work,
but we still have work... I won a snowboard in playing Bingo ^^
These days i didn't have luck with Bingo at all, so this time i finally won so i feel really happy ^^

12.27 Sun ~ 28 Mon/  Writing songs again, actually most of the songs for recording are done already.

12.29 Tue/ Kohaku rehersal.  It is very important ne, starting the rehersal 3 days before.  This day we
tried the sounds and also interview with Nakai san, and talk about what questions we're gonna be asked,
and what we have to do..and our strategies etc.

12.30 Wed/ Kohaku rehersal, last one before the real thing.  Just making sure everything, like
who's coming ..fixin this and that etc.  Just about that, but..hmm...really wanna see it na.. 

12.31 Thu/ "Record Awards" -> "Kohaku" -> " Countdown Live".  During Record Awards,
something went wrong with the mic.  The hand-held camera was zooming ken-chan's guitar solo,
then the camera hit my mic and the lower part detached and after that there's no sound!
And i don't know if they can still hear me in the TV or they can't hear me at all...
Anyways, after that we went to Kohaku.  Since i was young i've seen Kohaku on TV, and so many people
that watches it right? and lots of old famous singers(he listed a few..haha sorry i don't know them..)
After Kohaku, we have to go to Countdown Live by 12, and the bus is outside waiting for us already
so we could leave right away.  Our manager asked to open the roads and we speeded to the place,
but since it's new years eve, lots of gangsters (those on motorbikes in groups ..called bousouzoku \°)
and they were in front of the bus blocking us! (-_-*!!! cannot forgive!! how can they do that!)
and so it was impossible to get to the countdown live on time, so we crossed the new year in the bus around aoyama area and we drank in the bus like new years party... then later we arrived at Countdown live. 

1.1 Fri ~ 7 Thu/  We all went to Hawaii together.

1.8 Fri ~ 2.28 Sun/ continue to look at the songs, basically can start recording. 
Compared to before we had ample time for recording. 
Before, when i write lyrics..sometimes i cry as i write (as in the lyrics are all due and he can't think
he's so desperately that he's almost gonna cry ^^;) This time i don't feel so stressed, 
so i can aim for better quality.

3.1 Mon/ Golden Award.  We got the music award and the grand prix award.  Although
I got award, i feel kinda bad.  Although i worked hard, although it's good to get an award,
but seems like the others are working very very hard too right?  i feel this way
everytime i get an award.  that's why i don't give a lot of comments when i receive
awards... but anyhow the award not only goes to us, it's also for all our fans and our staff
i think.  Thank you very much.

Anyhow, thanks everyone for last year's help and care (<-- Osewa ni narimashita.. sorry this is difficult to explain,
like another japanese expression that have no real eng explanation...like....yoroshiku..)
This year we almost haven't showed up at all, because we've been working on the songs,
because we have to make good songs we have to lock ourselves up, please wait for
our next release ^_^


tetsu interview Hotdog press feb 
I: First lets talk about L'Arc~en~Ciel
t: Basically, we only want to make good music.  Although there
were many interesting promotions and many changes, we still want people
to think " no matter what laruku do their songs are still good"
If we do weird things but the songs are not good, there's no point ne.
I: That's why Laruku's so attactive~!
t: Of course first we want the songs to be good, then it's the flirting ^^;
This is from my experience...(laughs)
I: I see, what music do you like?
t: When i'm in bath, i listen to Six pence none the richer.
In the car, i listen to Sugar Ray.  And in the other car, i listen to
garbage.  Because it's too troublesome to change CDs, that's why I had the
same CD in the player (laughs) When I'm at home, i watch vibe ne.
*vibe is a mtv channel that you need to pay to watch*
I: These days what do you think is popular personally?
t: I play Seaman, but it's really boring, because I've already played 
for 3 weeks but it still doesn't talk! Because it's troublesome, i just
gave it all of the bait at once, probably because i can't do that ne..
(hahahaha) And then AIBO, it's SOOOO CUTTTE!
I: What other interesting things did you do? 
t: I was looking for places that have good food. I called it " kuidaore tour"
(means something like: eat the hell out tour..eat till you're bankrupt..eat till you die..
eat till you can't eat  ^^;) After work we'd say " lets go kuidaore~" and we'll set out
to find new stores.
I: what's your fashion point? 
Usually slim pants and a coat.  And chic colors. Heavey metal
fashion is going to be popular in 2000 ne
I: So, how was year 2000 to Laruku?
In 98 it was like attack attack then stop stop..
and 99 is the finale so we used that as our theme..
and we couldn't stop working because there's way too much work
so we want to finish it all at once. I predict year 2000 will be a good ne.