Saturday, 14th Desember 2002

After Hide-chan, now it's Owen's turn, it's his B-Day now XD I like him, just as a fan, and yeah.. me a fan of Liverpool ^^V Time for replying XD

Arcina : Wai ~~ thank u so much for sharing the link, it really helps me *hugs* I finally found Ayashi no Ceres' Scarlet.. wahh I luv this song XD Sankyuu na~

Aoki : Waongg enaknya dapet Griff, aku juga mau ;____; Anyways, nice layout u have ^^V

Emi-chan : *waves to Emi* me wait for ur new layout XD Is it gonna be LoTR layout ??

Esther : Wargh~ gomennasai, me a bit slow, I haven't said congratz to u ^^;;; Omedetou ne for ur results, great job ^^V Me so happy, I'll e-mail the pic after my exams (I'm drooling over Homura too XD~~~).. thanks for ur supports *hugs*.. now I have to finish one task.. which is suck to me~

Kartje : Ya jelas sampe ke kutub, sungutku ini fleksibel lho, bisa memanjang sesukaku, nembus neraka lapis 18 pun bisa, khan setiap aku nambah umur, sungutku nambah panjang 1 meter *ngaco.com* Tuk.. tuk.. kekkai-nya dibuka dong, biar sungutku bisa masuk *big grin* Huxx.. kenapa kata-kataku nggak dipercayai ?? padahal aku adalah kecoa paling innocent lho *blinkblink* Okay, deh aku kasih jaminan sungutku, bishonya bakal dalam keadaan gres alias nggak babak belur. Kalo dicuci sih nggak, aku mandiin iya tuh ohohoho.. *bayangin mandiin bisho* *nosebleed*
Waduh, kalo seme jangan, nanti aku nggak bisa ngapa-ngapain bishonya ^^ Memang sih ada uke yang lebih agresif.. tapi aku lebih suka uke yang bener-bener nggak berdaya mwahaha XD Aduh, jadi pengen banget bikin cerita yaoi *ngiler* Pasukan kecoaku ini ramah-ramah lho, udah kudidik dengan cermat, jadi nggak usah kuatir soal pasukanku, mereka kualitas atas kok *bangga* Yah jelas mabok la kalo kelamaan di kereta atau bus TvT Aku nggak kuat kalo terlalu lama... kalo Surabaya-Bali aku masih kuat ^^V Waiii sama nih, kamu juga suka liat pemandangan pas perjalanan yah ?? Aku suka banget kalo dah masuk daerah pedesaan gitu... apalagi pegunungan.. wahh saikoo na XD Pas Sby-Bali aku nggak tidur sama sekali, nikmatin pemandangan ama musik XD
Jelas kalo balet kecoa, aku penanggung jawabnya langsung mwahaha XD Dijamin puas deh !!! Kabaret itu bukannya yang kostumnya meriah-meriah gitu ?? Trus tariannya lebih riang gitu... aduh gimana yah ngomongnya ?? Ngerti tapi susah jelasinnya ^^;;; Kalo aku lebih suka balet, suka ama sepatunya XD Kalo dipikir-pikir, kadang itu kebangetan yah kalo kita ngutuk asdos atau dosen... tapi kalo nginget kelakuan asdos/dosen yang nyebelin itu jadi nggak kuat nahan buat ngutuk ^^;;; Terutama ama yang omongnya gedhe tapi prakteknya nol (ada lho dosen yang kaya gini) *sigh* Hah ??!!! Bahasa Jepun kamu otodidak ?? Wowww.. hebaattt *o* aku salut ne~ Mandarin juga bisa ?? wai wai, sugoiii XD
Traktirannya kurang yah ?? Gimana kalo kutambah soft-drink ?? Atau ice cream cone deh *runs* Omong-omong, aku baru tau kalo ice cone itu bahannya 96% lemak ^^;;; One thing, nikmati masa muda dulu yah ^^V Grandmaku juga pernah nganjurin aku nyari kareshi, pas waktu itu aku lagi enak-enaknya makan, langsung aja aku ketawa kebahak-bahak. Bwahaha.. kalo aku sampe punya kareshi, apalagi bertahan sampe 1 minggu, aku nyembah diriku sendiri deh ^^;;; Sama kaya kamu, aku pengennya free, nggak mau terikat, lagian aku orangnya gampang bosen ^^

Kourin : Ganbatte buat examsnya yah ^^V Lebih tepatnya ganbarimasho, aku sendiri lagi exams.. argh~ pengen cepet-cepet selesai, aku pengen nonton HaPot lagi XD

*yawn* me so sleepy right now, my body still feels ache... I just added the poem ^^;;; The others soon ~~

J'ai vu votre vision @ 12.38 am

Friday, 13th Desember 2002

Happy B-Day to Hide-chan from X-Japan... waahhh, miss him so much *^ ^* Hwaii... my body feels so tired and ache too... I can't do anything except sleep ^^;;; Anyways, tomorrow is Michael Owen's B-Day, wahh.. I haven't looked for his news for long time ^^;; And yeah, I found another free web-hosting besides Geocities, I hope it'll work well ^^ So.. maybe it's time to move to pitas ??? I'll think it again.

Guess what ?? I just watched Meteor Garden II, chapt 15. It's a miracle, don't slap me. Well, I do admit that Ken looks a bit gorgeous.. haha.. that's why I watched that drama... just once.. just once ^^ Sa ne, oyasumi~

J'ai vu votre vision @ 11.06 pm

Thursday, 12th Desember 2002

Here comes my final exams mwahahaha *gets crazy* Finally, my final task was completed and submitted... I rather regret it, coz I finished it within one night, which means... it's not as good as I expected *sigh* I don't have much time for blogging in last few days.. first is becoz I was working on my task.. second, my brother had his holiday... so mostly he spent his time in home, and that means no comp and internet for me ^^;;; But now.... ladies and gentlemen, he's working now... from today, he goes back to work mwahahahahaha... me can use his comp *evil* yeah yeah.. poor o' me, don't have her own comp ^^;;;

Okay, it's just a temporary layout till I finish my Homura... (uggh~~ come on Jesslyn, u have to finish the colouring.. don't be lazy).. and I'm pretty bored with my rabbit layout, so.. hehe.. here come it is ^^V

Milo-chan : Wai wai.. Taiwan is full of piracy stuffs, but the quality is waayyy better than my place ^^;;; Die got lost in HK Airport ??!!! Bwahahaha.. so funny... I hope Kaoru got lost at Indo airport (but when ??), and I'll kidnap him and throw him to my kandang XD Geez... I'm drooling now... *goes off to mop* BTW, I'm planning to maintain Versus page, don't mind ne ?? It's just for fun... and particular reason too hehehe~

Slasher : Ulat, tau di mana upload file yang free ?? Aku sendiri pengen maintain site, tapi nggak make Geocities kalo bisa ^^;; Nonton Kimon ??? Waonggg.. aku juga pengen, lemparin aku satu dong XD Di Macabre Tour Kaoru emang kepleset.. aku sampe ngakak en rela skip berkali-kali buat ngeliat ekspresi Kao *laughs* Adegannya di belakang banget, pas mau buyar-buyarnya ^^;;;

J'ai vu votre vision @ 09.15 pm

Monday, 09th Desember 2002

Hwaiiii... me back after abandoning my blog for long time ^^;;; hontou ni gomennasai, I didn't update this blog for such time ^^;; Okay, let's begin with my greetings (it's late, tho, I know it ^^) *ahem* I'll say it in Indonesian language mwahaha.. Selamat Idul Fitri (for those who celebrate), mohon maaf lahir dan bathin (cieee~~). And yah, now me don't have any servants at home... so.. that means, I have to service my ownself by myself (my brain is shaking right now, can't think better words ^^;;;). I have to clean the bedrooms also sweep the rooms... ohohoho.. not nice, not healthy ^^;;

And I just got back from my short vacation, well, just for 2 days 1 night at mountain area mwahahaha (Gunung Sindur *looks at Slasher*). Not bad tho, coz I could have cotton candies with orange flavour *yummy* Okay, enough of previous ramblings hehe.. I can't wait to share Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets... waaahh.. finally I can watch it this day XD

*ahem*Let's start from the casts,
Harry, hmm.. not bad, looks more handsome and mature, esp his voice ^^
Ron, wahaha.. he's not changing, only his voice, his face still looks funny ^^
Hermione, ohooo.. this girl is much prettier la~
Lockhart, I think I can't see his narcissm charm *laughs*
Riddle, oh my.. change ur hair style pls, u look more handsome with other hair style ^^
Lucius, u should get diet a lil, look thinner would suit ur image ^^V
Draco, no comments, coz I'm drooling over him XD let me massage ur butt, honey mwahahaha

Then, the storyline, well, not bad overall. But there's some differences, and I won't mention it, no spoilers ^^V But the great thing was there was Lord of The Rings The Two Towers' trailer. OMG~ Aragorn.... he looks more gorgeous... wargh~~~~ I'm fainted XD And Eowyn too waahh.. both of them are cool XD My friend says Eowyn isn't beautiful, but I think she's cool enough... I mean, look at her role, and her duel with Aragorn.. oh my.. she makes me melt ^^~ Okay, cut it here, let's begin the social blogging. Before that, there's so many new layouts out there. Those layouts are gorgeous.. waahhh.. and wonder why people changing their layout so fast ?? Anyone kindly teach me the html and making good layout ??

Esther : Ehe.. how about switch the house, u'll be in Ravenclaw, and me in Griff *big grin* ?? Just kidding ^^;; Using Photoshop 7 O___O;;; waongg.. my comp is an old comp, can't have that kind of heavy software ne.. not enough HD and RAM ^^;;; also motherboard too *sigh* I want to learn it tho TvT I thought u're using Paint Shop Pro ^^;;; I like ur new layout.. sweet XD Would u pls make a layout for me ?? well, if u don't mind, I'll send u my Homura pic as soon as I finish it XD *blink blink*

Emi-chan : lemme say it again, tho it's quite late, Happy B-Day ^o^ Waahh.. share ur html skill ne *o* I'm confused about the taggie stuffs, there're always error on my page.. I think it's becoz of the taggie ^^;;; Kindly to teach me ??

Milo-chan : Waii~ Have a nice holiday in US, my dear ^o^ Waahh.. don't forget to bring me snow *laughs*
Klaha's no make-up is quite good looking ne~ My sister likes him hohoho. Kaoru feels like that ?? Oh gosh, don't tell me that it's the beginning of... I shouldn't say that TvT But I don't wanna lose Dir .. and Kao too ;____; Haiyaa.. I hope Kaoru will get over it~~~ Anyways, I'm sure Shinya will receive ur prezzie, dear, don't worry *big grin* And probs, he'll use it. As long as he receives it, it's okay. In fact, I really wanna give Kao some prezzies... but... I don't think I'm capable for those prizes... coz.. my design skill is low ^^;;;
Me as his broomstick, yeah, it's a strategic place mwahahaha XD no worry, I won't get hit by other broomstick, I've told u, me is Firebolt, unreachable *feels high* No.. no.. don't be like Lockhart... O___O;;
Hohoho.. we can share Homura, if u want XD Hmm.. for the layout, maybe it'll take long, coz I haven't coloured it yet.. wahaha.. me so lazy ^^;;; And yeah, thank u so much for Sanzo's wallpaper.. waahh.. me like it, thankie dear *hugs* Sanzo sings on that song O___O;; arf~ arf~ me want me want *drools* Sanzo's voice is quite nice.. err.. sexy to be exact XD Oh my God, u're so kind, Milo-chan *tons of kisses* thank u so much for uploading it, I'll look forward to it XD
U don't know what kecoa is ??? Well... it's... *ahem* cockroach *runs* I'll miss u too, Milo-chan .. have a nice nice holiday neee XD

Kartje : Kartjeeeee.... terlambat kamu kalo mau lari, sungutku bisa memanjang en ngejar kamu sampe ke kutub sekalian *hoshhosh* Lho lho.. bishonya pasti suatu saat balik kok, sumpe deh *big grin* Kecoa pasti balikin bisho pinjaman kok ohohoho... dalam keadaan.. yang.. ^^;;; GRESS hohoho ~~~ Hayooo.. kamu ngelirik siapa ??!! Ada yang uke yah ?? Mana mana ??? *looks over* Hoho.. jelas yang uke dong, biar nggak ngelawan XD Khan aku dah bilang aku bakal ke sono kalo kamu bayarin aku *kabur* Dijamin aku pasti cerita semua bahkan bawa pasukanku juga ^^V ... doain yah kokoku jadi ke sono taon depan, kalo jadi aku bisa nebeng mwahaha~~ Benernya ada yang bisa ditebengin sih buat akhir taon ini, cuman berhubung berangkatnya pake bis, nggak jadi deh.. aku bisa mabok duluan ^^;;; Pokoknya jangan sampe aku make kereta atau bis.. bisa-bisa aku bad mood duluan ~~
Rugi lho kalo nggak nonton "Kecoa Lake", koreografernya langsung ditangani ama ratunya mwahahaha.. atau mau kabaret kecoa ?? Kalo soal kutuk mengutuk, selama asdosnya nyebelin, pasti tetap kena kutuk.. jahat yah ^^;; Tapi nggak semua asdos nyebelin kok. BTW, kamu belajar bahasa apa aja ?? Nggak bingung tuh melajarinnya ?? Aku sih paling pengen tuh Quenya. Penasaran ama bahasa ini, yang aku tau cuman namarie, artinya good bye ^^ Udah deh, ganti kalo gitu di kafenya kampusku gimana ?? Yang masak anak perhotelan lho, dijamin enak *yummy* Atau nanti pas ke Jkt, kutraktir milk tea *kabur*

Kourin : waonggg... gomen gomen, aku nggak masukin alamat e-mailnya, soalnya dia dah pindah alamat e-mail sih ^^;;; Ini deh, contact person(atau addie yang ini) ini buat keterangan lebih lanjut (kaya iklan aja ^^). Kalo kamu beruntung kaya temenku, pasti bisa dapet asdos yang baek dan pintar. Nggak kaya asdos2ku ^^;;;

I think it's enough for now ^^

J'ai vu votre vision @ 01.45 am

Tuesday, 03rd Desember 2002

Okay~ I'm frustated, my download failed twice.. once is at 28% downloading and the last is 99%... @#$%^&*() Damn~~~~
Found this quiz at Kourin's place, quite ineteresting XD And here's my result ^^V


Want to Get Sorted?
I'm a Ravenclaw!

I'm still in Ravenclaw ^^V

J'ai vu votre vision @ 09.05 pm

After sharing with my sister last night, I feel a bit relief ~o~ Well.. it's about that annoying teacher, "bobi" (botak biadab --> Indonesian language). Don't have anything to talk today ^^ But hey, I just remembered, if u have any Christmas mp3s, please be kind sharing it with me, hehehe.. currently is addiceted to christmas songs XD

Just got home from my father's office, my aunt asked me to help her fill the data for ... maybe boarding pass, some kind like that ^^;;; I mean, it's for going abroad. Well, u know it la, it's holiday season ^^ Quite tiring ne.. especially my hands, coz I had to write and write and write hooo~~~ Okay, let's start for my reply *big grin*

Kartje : Motong sungutku itu pekerjaan mulia O___O ??!!! Kamu minta disungut yah Kartje *nyiapin sungut* Ohohoho.. kalo bisho dah sekali masuk kandang haremku, itu dah jadi propertiku, bisa buat sharing juga kalo mau XD Disungut atau nggak, itu urusan belakang mwahahaha.. tapi kebanyakan kusungut kalo bishonya terlalu uke XD
Nanti kalo ketemu aja kucritain alasannya ^^V *sambil umpetin sungut biar nggak digunting* Sudah tentu kalo semuanya sakit kita tetap tukeran makanan, soalnya toh yah semua udah pada sakit jadi nggak takut ketularan ^^V
Ada kecoa sungguhannya juga buat nari balet, judulnya "Kecoa Lake" --> gantinya Swan Lake XD Kalo aku yang nari balet jelas kamu yang lari atau nggak muntah ngeliat aku nari balet pake kostum kecoa *big grin* Aku ke Jkt kalo kamu sponsori deh XD Yakin lidah nggak bakal keplintir pas belajar French ?? Kok keliatannya ngomongnya susah gitu ^^;;; Anyways, thanks banget buat supportnya ^^V Aku juga betah2in ngerjain tugas, walaupun banyak ngomelnya, terutama ngutuk asdos2 yang nggak becus itu ^^;;;

Kourin : Ohh.. ternyata kamu mau masuk DKV-nya Petra toh ?? Dah baca PM-ku belon ?? Di sono aku ngasih penjelasan singkat. Benarnya bangga juga sih bisa masuk DKV-nya Petra, tapi yang di pikiranku bukan karena kualitasnya bagus, soalnya aku nggak tau soal begituan ^^;;; Aku mikirnya jurusan DKV itu khan termasuk baru en langka di Sby, makanya lumayan bangga... cuman dikit sih ^^;;; Tapi pas tau, lebih tepatnya ngalamin sendiri, asdos2 yang nggak becus itu... aku jadi rada menyesal... huxx... aku pengen sekolah musik, I hate drawing to be honest ^^~ Kuanjurin, coba aja ITB, kamu nggak bakalan nyesel deh ^^V Kalaupun masuk Petra, kudoain kamu dapet asdos yang baek2 en pinter2~ Atau kalo tertarik tanya orang ini deh, dia mungkin lebih bisa ngejawab en ngasih kamu masukan ^^V

Milo-chan : Hey, don't be so underestimated like that, I'm sure Shinya will appreciate ur prezzie, hon ^^V Where do u send it ?? To Missy ??
Reading ur talking about LoTR, I wanna watch it XD~~~ And I'm waiting Harry Potter to premiere in my place, whee~~ can't wait ^^ Bump to Oliver Wood's broomstick ?? No no.. I'll follow McGonagall's class more serious and I'll transform into Firebolt and deliver myself to him as his broomstick... mwahaha.. can u imagine ?? me as his broomstick.. mwahahaha ohohohoho XD
Hoo.. u're the same as me, me can't play emotionally, both sad pieces or fast or whatever it is. And that makes me sad, coz I luv piano... but I can't play it, pathetic huh ?? Hey, me don't wanna dance with u.. moreover with 4x faster.. NO WAY, THANKS~~~ *runs*
Wahh.. Kaoru wasn't in good mood ??? I never refuse him.. OMG, what happened to him ?? Is it becoz he was thinking of me mwahahaha ... okay, ignore that words ^^;; Huihh.. I should give him "add-ons" then XD And yes yes, I call them harem or bisho, for Kaoru I call "kecoa" (don't slap me). Haa~~ I can see ur new obsession is Klaha, hon XD My friend likes him too, more than Gackt ^^V Where ?? Where is his non-makeup pic ??
I think aquarium is okay, we can pour the tea too XD Waahhh.... thank u so much for the scripts XD Maybe I'll use it for my Homura layout ^^V I prefer flakes too.. or maybe there's something else *blink* Kaoru's face falling instead of snow flakes rain ??!! Hoo.. good idea, maybe I'll try XD *crazy.com*..... that's seram ya know ^^;;; But I'll try ^^V
If u're bored, come to my kandang, there're many entertainments to cheer u up XD

J'ai vu votre vision @ 08.43 pm

Monday, 02nd Desember 2002

Due to some reasons, I'm in bad mood -___-"" Well, at first it's not too bad.. I mean I'm still able to handle it... but after I got my class and had an arguement with that b*stard teacher, I couldn't stand my anger and my disappointment. That teacher really really annoys me... I really wanna kick his ass to hell @#$%^&~~~

I dunno what to do again... in other side I feel so angry, yet in other side I feel so sad that I wanna cry... but still I can't cry... and it hurts me more ;_______; Huihh.. I couldn't stand it anymore ~~~

Gomen.. I'm not in mood for social-blogging... I hope I can do it this night or maybe tomorrow.. hontou ni gomennasai m(_ _)m

J'ai vu votre vision @ 05.10 pm

Sunday, 01st Desember 2002

Okay, I'm celebrating my own B-Day, happy birthday to me mwahahaha *crazy* Thank u for all of ur greetings and prays, both via sms, greeting card (thank u so much Nao) and phones. Thank u so much... it makes me feel so happy *gives everyone big hugs* huxx.. me touched~

And thank u for Gee-chan too for giving me the mp3s.. wahhh.. me so grateful to you, many thanks~

Just watched Discovery Channel, it's about a Jaguar baby. Waahh.. the baby is sooo cutee XD~~~ I wanna hug him XD The baby lost from his mother, and he's alone in the middle of the forest. After few years, he got to see his mother. To my surprise, both him and his mother still remember each other.. I mean, his mother still remembers him as her own baby, and he still remembers her as his own mother. It's totally different from cats ^^;;; Well, just a short rambling ^^ Gotta go to do my task~ But before that, I'd like to greet Aoki and Kourin Kamui, waiii.. enjoy ur stay here, tomodachi *big grin*

J'ai vu votre vision @ 01.45 am

+ + +
je vous ai vu dans mon réve
j'ai entendu votre sonata
chuchotement pai le froid de l'hiver
mais...
le temps va par tellement rapidement
juste comme une scène effacée
vous ê tes disparu
FORGET-ME-NOT
... ma chéri...
+ + +


The Vision...

Internet Name : Kaoru no Kanojo
Real Name : Jesslyn
Age : Not old... yet not young ^ ^
B.O.D : AIDS Day
Nationality : Indonesia (Chinese)
Occupation : College student
Degree : Visual Communication Design
Location : Surabaya, Indonesia
ICQ # : 161337265
Yahoo! Messenger : hayashi_aika
Streamload : kaoru_no_kanojo Obsession : Kaoru
Husband : Konzen Douji



As Time Flows...

Likes : gothic style, plushies, milk tea, ice cream, french vanilla, kirsch choco, bisho XD
Dislikes : Deadline, blank mode, hot weather
Manga : Yamada Tarou Monogatari, other shoujos
Anime : Gensoumaden Saiyuuki, NOIR, Fruits Basket, Yami no Matsuei
Books : Harry Potter
Songs : Scarlet -Junko Iwao-
Bisho : Genjo Sanzo, Kaoru, Lestat, Jake Rang


the magical sonata ...

Name : Jesslyn
House : Ravenclaw
Wand : Phoenix Feather, Redwood, 8 3/4 inches
Broomstick : Firebolt
Pet : Cat named 'pervert neko Kaoru'
Quidditch : Keeper
Fave Subjects :
_ Defense against the dark arts
_ Potion
_ Transfiguration
Fave Teachers :
_ Snape
_ Remus Lupin
Bishies :
_ Sirius Black
_ Oliver Wood
_ Draco Malfoy
_ T. M. Riddle


of other visions...

Aoki
Arcina
Calista
Emi
Esther
Fenix
Kartje
Kourin Kamui
Milo-chan
Slasher
Snow Kaguya
Tracy


will be my memoire ...

m e m o i r e is 'memory' in French. Hee.. I really like French language. As you may know, memoire is one of Malice Mizer album. Not saying that I like this album, but I admit that I do like the word ^^ Anyways, this site just contains my rambling with humble layout, I wish I can make it better *sigh* So, enjoy it~


in this palace ...

Tittle : Frozen Night
Version : (still)Five
Random : Since I haven't finished my Homura drawing, so I use my friend's drawing for my winter layout instead. The castle is my favourite castle pic I ever found, looks chilly but also beautiful at snowy landscape *drools* Neways, click these pictures for bigger size. These are the original pictures, and the drawing belongs to my friend, Valen.

Past Layouts :
+ 01 + :: sweet cerise blossoms ::
+ 02 + :: summer break ::
+ 03 + :: autumn breeze :: _ (origin)
+ 04 + :: tea house party ::

Archives :
+ July +                ::01    ::02
+ August +           ::01    ::02
+ September +     ::01    ::02
+ October +         ::01    ::02
+ November +  ::01 ::02


... this winter

This is just for additional stuffs, such as wallpaper, and if it's possible I'll put mp3 too hehe... just click for original size *^ ^*