poetry

Endless sound in darkness found
no one hears a single sound.
Forever light, no longer be
no holllow piont inside of me.
Raped of all the good and kind,
falling further, I lose my mind.
Seeing rapture in front of me,
everyone is beating me.
Rooms inside my starless night,
with feeding evil I will fight.
Kill me softly, with easy grace,
my pride no more, no saving face.
A promise kept is the biggest lie,
I hope inside you all will die!
The same as me, slow and hard.
In my hand I now hold that card.
The warmth I need, my heart it bleeds,
starved of all a good love needs!

Sadness fills an empty void,
defeted soul carries on deviod.
In a breif moment a caring thought,
whispers sweetly on loves I've sought.
A caring touch, like a gentle breeze
a heavy heart brings me to my knees.
On and on, the days they pass,
hopefull memories in days of past.
Springtime comes, but in it's place,
only mirrored reflections of my hollow face

There is nothing in everything,
yet something in nothing.
Tiny pieces of what was and will never be,
everything and nothing to me.
Cut myself a thousand times,
still I find nothing at all inside.
Why does it hurt?
Why must I cry?
Does it matter if I where simply to die?
What should I say to the one I tell?
"nothing is all, and down I fell,
there would be a hell waiting,
if I had a soul to sell!"

Choking on words in a days remorse,
suffering through nightmares I stay the course.
Crying blindly in a foggy haze,
getting faded gets me through the days.
If not for that, I'd face my doom,
the fire inside that the sorrow consumed.
Loving blindly, I pay the cost.
my soul now broken, all is lost!
With that promise you have broke,
on my heart I shall now choke!

The light and the dark,
the hope and the flame,
To a cold heart they easily came.

Alone in my mind, my life is a lie
I sit on insanity,
Smiling, I cry.........

As hope reaches out,
and darkness moves in
My pain reaches over and confusion sets in.

If I knew where to go,
If I knew how to be,
Maybe then they'd be able to see.......

Sorrow sweetens the break of day, Solace lies many miles away.
As we drift ever closer to the end of our time, only dissapointment I'll find.
Closed and remote our lives gather waste, only the bitter fruit of love I taste.
We exist only in our own mind bound together by fate,
death looming closely I can hardly wait..........

Love is a dream never realized................ Raven~dark one of the gates