Sunday
July-28-02
WEEEE!!!! Happy birthday DAADDEEE IAN! Ahehehe.ü Shux, you are so beri beri old. I do hope you ARE happy in your birthday. Anyway, I know it may seem low, but I feel really wonderful right now since I just woke up from my afternoon nap. Hahaha. I didn't have a dream though, I rarely dream anyway. When I woke up, saliva was pouring out of my mouth. Haha. Jk. :D I've got 2 quizzes and a poem to memorize, yet I'm not done studying yet... I spend my time with my computer. Haha. Oh yeah, Janini has a new number... he became line. kuripot na tuloy..haha. *peace* Oh well. I still have to make some brownies and a palanca for Sam-Sam, errr... I forgot to give her a palanca in her retreat so... I'm making it up to her by baking her some brownies. Haha. I do hope she accepts it and forget her anger. *sigh* Today was a bright perfect day in the Philippines, though it was too hot. :D

6:16PM

Friday
July-26-02
Argh. I can't believe I'm stuck in time. I kept on writing in my tests and quizzes today the date as June, I wonder if the teachers subtract the grades because of the wrong date given. Anyway, I miss basketball so much... I don't feel sick anymore. Shux, I'm so excited for the upcoming game next week, but I don't think the coach will allow me to play that much since I missed one week of practice. WAAAHHH!!! I want to play! The game is the alumnae of Poveda and the present varsity. I'll be against my older sister. I do hope they won't compare us, I'm aware she's far more better than I. I realized that you can do so much by just shutting up and listen to someone in need. Wee... livin la vida Poveda. ü
P.S: Belated Happy Birthday to Melaniieee
P.P.S: I'm working on a new layout...almost done!

10:10PM

Tuesday
July-23-02
Hey Hannah! Thanks so much for the wonderful earrings. Ahehehe. She actually gave it to me when all I did was stare at it. Talk about generosity. ü I went to Galleria awhile ago and had my piano lessons with another teacher, she's GREAAATT!!! Beri beri guuud.ü Hehe. Or maybe it's just because my last one wasn't that much of a good. Hmmm. Nothing much happened... Oh waiiit! It's the birthday of Anna Achacoso, happy birthday to you! We've got a surprise for you... you should be surprise, okay? Hehe.ü *sigh* Sometimes I wish that my dad could be a better parent. He just doesn't understand, but then to think about it, maybe it's me who doesn't understand. I still have to think about it. +i'm starting to get well+

10:38PM

Monday
July-22-02
Whooaaa! It's Logan's birthday. Haha. Boitdei boi.ü This had been such a bad daaayyy. P.E class was our last subject and I had to miss more 3/4 of it because our principal had to talk to me... I'm not in trouble. I had to miss the practice for our test in P.E, we're taking up aero-dancing and the effect in the end was that I couldn't get along that well with the steps since it had been such a long time since we had P.E. I was so frustrated that I wanted to complain to my teacher for not allowing us to practice the steps again since I missed it with the class. I'm sure I failed that one, but then, hopefully, I'll get a passing grade. *crosses her fingers* I had to rush and fix my things after P.E since I had to go to the hospital to have a check-up (my mom had to force me)... and I received bad news. The doctor didn't allow me to train for a week! It sucks! I need to train since I've been missing trainings for the past few days because of this reason. The doctor told me I have this mild case of pneumonia, nothing serious... but still, she didn't allow me to train for one whole week. *sigh* life. I feel so bad, I am determined to get well from this cough. Hmph.

9:47PM

Friday
July-19-02
Happy birthday po Martz HT. :D I had training awhile ago... it was fun. My position kept on changing, it's either 2 or 3, I never became the point guard since I have the best one in the team. *nax* ü Anyway, after training, I went off to Galleria for my usual piano lessons, my mom and my older brother picked me up... shux, they're always on time. ü My mom went with me to the place where I take piano lessons, since the the teacher wasn't there, I decided to practice with my piece while waiting... my mom left me anyway. As time passed by, the secretary told me that my music teacher was already on his way. In shorter terms, he ditched me. (that bastard!) Yeap, I felt forsaken. Wahaha. It's not about the missed lessons, it's about my damn time and that stupidity of that teacher. By the way, his name and his attitude matches quite well, they both suck! I'll leave his name unknown though. It's just that, I don't like the way he teaches... that's another story. Anyway, since my mom wasn't there yet and I didn't have my phone, I spent in the place practicing... I also got to practice with my so-called guitar skills. Hehe. Honestly, my memory of playing the guitar is slowly depleting ever since my instrument got broken. When my mom finally arrived, I told her that my teacher already went home before I got there. She got so angry that she got the name of my teacher's manager and decided to change my schedule as well as my teacher. There... I was embarrassed and surprised by my mother's reaction, but in the present I realize that it was all worth it. Every word that my mom said, though I couldn't really recall EVERYTHING, was all true. *sigh* my mom's such a great arguer. Hehe. I'm so tired. I've been coughing often lately. Demmit. *spiiit*

10:00PM

Thursday
July-18-02
Did I get my hair re-bonded? I was surprised when this question was asked to me. At this moment, I wish to have curls or locks... but no, I was given with this straight hair which was made brown by the sun. I have no idea whether to be insulted or not. Until now, I still wonder why people would like to have their hair straightened even more. What? To look good? Don't they know how to accept how they were really made? Whatever, it's their money which is used. I can't really care that much. If you think you look good that way, so be it. Anyway, I'm get more afraid each and every day because I can feel him getting farther and farther away. Tsss... as if I mean something to him. Damn. Boys sucks, they make your life complicated. I avoid them since they don't really do much favors to you. I only have one who means something to me (aside from my relatives) and it sucks because I don't think it's mutual. Well... at least I have my wonderful friends to be with me, especially in my shitty moments. I can say that I'm contented with that. ü Oh yeah, thankshu very much Isa for the wonderful CD, what will I be without you? *yeah* Argh!! I'm still sick, coughing around everywhere (and the phlegm flew in your wide opened mouth) and the itchiness of my throat really bothers me. I just bought medicine awhile ago, ha! As if those chemicals really works... what can I do? 

4:53PM

Wednesday
July-17-02
I just got home from school, I wasn't aware that we'll be having clubs. Luckily I brought my things for basketball since I was supposed to have training awhile ago. The things is, I told my dad to fetch me at 7... I had to go to one person to another just for a phone card to call, what an unlucky day not to bring my phone. (See? I'm starting to be a good grrl by not bringing my phone to school) Ha! At least there's good-hearted Ericka who lent me her phone card. I was picked up on time. Anyway, I feel like the friction exerted by my basketball shoes is depleting since I kept on slipping while we were having a scrimmage awhile ago and my right ankle is starting to hurt once more, the pain is bearable anyway, I guess... nothing to fuss about. I would like to buy new shoes, is anybody out there generous enough to donate some to me? Hmmm... I'll add that to my wish list. I had fun while playing, I missed the sport so much since I haven't trained for a week because of my stupid sickness. Although I still feely sickly with this cough, I'm unstoppable. (nax naman, so beri feeling, hehe) But I encountered a problem after we were dismissed, I had no extra shirt! All I had in my large Reebok bag was my jersey, how stupid can I get? Again, I went to one person after another... searching for an extra shirt. Since I got tired and sweaty from basketball, I had to change to my jersey first before I managed to roam around the school campus begging people for an extra shirt. Thanks to Lee, being ever-so-generous, I had a shirt! Hehe. Thank God I didn't have to walk around Robinsons Galleria with my jersey on. I don't want to look like an outcast in this fair Wednesday. Oh yeah, before I end this, I would like to thank Hannah Detalla for giving me a palanca, though it was late, it was worth reading. Hehe. And thank you to everyone as well for reading this crap. Lolx. I have to eat right now since I'm feeling really hungry and I can smell something great cooking, diffusion. Hmm... I would like to have chocolate for dessert.
PS: does any of you have an idea for a good username? please give me one, i'll accept any ideas.

7:45PM

Tuesday
July-16-02
Argh! I'm starting to get addicted all over again with my PC. Hmmm... oh well. Whatever. I plan to spend my day studying since I've got loads of homework to do. Shux, only 3 more days of IW left. Anyway, I'm starting to get used to waking up early. WEEEE! I'm an early morning person. Actually, I was awaken by my sister, I sleep beside her in our room. I guess she was talking with her boyfriend since her voice was too loud... they were having another fight again. I didn't want to listen so I drifted back to dreamland all over again. I have to admit though, with that kind of problem that she encounters because of that boyfriend of hers... I'm more afraid of relationships, it hurts too much and it takes too much of my time. I also see that it's THEIR fault, the couple's fault, why their suffering pain right now and, oh yeah, pride. Well, unless I can be with *tooot* then I'll live happily ever after. Something like a fairytale... I'm aware that it may never happen, but, dreams are free... so I continue to dream.

10:51AM

Monday
July-15-02
Still no classes. I had enough time to finish version 1.1 of this one. What do you think? I know it had been only about 6 days since my last design, there isn't much difference though. I just made some things more organized. GRACIAS is now reserved for people I would like to say thank you to, I place the links in LINX to lessen the confusion. I also transferred this Blog in the same frame where everything else may be found since I've received some complains about the scroll bar. Computer illiterate... haha..joke, let's just call it my stupidity. Anyway, nothing has happened yet today, except I've been studying for my incoming tests... and I've been doing my I.W, though you're not allowed to do it at home. Oh well. I plan to go to Rockwell right now, so I have to go for I still have to change. Life is good. By the way, I'm always welcome for questions, all right?

4:16PM

Sunday
July-14-02
What do you know? NO CLASSES UNTIL TUESDAY! It's like having a 6 day vacation since I only had my retreat last Thursday and Friday. I miss school!!! I miss learning and sleeping in class, I also just realized that my time for I.W is shortened because of the suspension of classes. Uh-oh...CRAAAMMM!!! Anyway, when I walked home from the other house which is just a block away, a tricycle passed by... and the one who mans it kept on whistling. I was just wearing my jeans and a normal black shirt, mind you. Then and there I realized how women these days lack respect. Too bad I couldn't travel in warp speed to the past... the future just keeps on coming. Well, I do hope KC gets better, she just got an asthma attack awhile ago. I freaked out when she told me about it, people can just die in the simplest way just like that, I'm glad the asthma attack wasn't that bad. I love you kambal kaycee!
PS: I'm working on the version 1.1 ü I hope it'll be better. And I'm still trying to get cliques.

9:17PM

Friday
July-12-02
Weelll, what do you know... I survived from my retreat. *sigh* what can I say? It had been 2 special days since I got to take myself out of the real world and allow myself to have a timeout and a time in with God. I realized how people really look at me, I never think that they notice my actions, I used to think I was invisible... as if the world just revolves around me as I do my own thing. I realized that everyone in this world has a significant someone in their life, whether he/she is a toughie or a weakling. No one is made by God to be alone, unless you shut yourself from the whole world. I used to say that I will trade my life with anyone, anytime... but right now, I don't think I want to. I've got so much love to share to others, though I'm still afraid of commitments. I realized that no matter what I do, my real friends accepts me for who I really am, from my personality to what I really look like. Anyway, I was supposed to have training when I got to school awhile ago, but the coach didn't allow me. Well, what do you know, most of us in the team were sick... and the coach wants me to get well. Awww. I didn't know he cared. Oh yeah... can you just see my newly made HALO above my head? Shux, I just feel so fresh again. ü

9:16 PM

Tuesday
July-09-02
Hey hey heyy!!! Welcome to my website! At last... I'm finally done with it. First of all, I would like to thank you for visiting. :D I haven't had school for 2 days already because of the heavy rain here. Weeee! Rest days. Hopefully, our retreat wouldn't be suspended due to the weather. Shux. I love it whenever it's raining though. From the scent of rain to the sound of rain. The only problem is... I'm sick! I have flu and headache. Anyway, I get well easily [hopefully]... I still hate medicines, yet I drink it. Oh well. thank you again for visiting. Share your feedbacks to me, ok? Thanks!

2:20 PM