YAAAAKKKKKK!!!! ETC. ETC, ETC, A BORED PERSON...

loveless--?F%$ Yeah, sure, you've got your family and friends. But don't you ever wonder what it would be like to have this person who thinks that he/she lives only for you, and you alone? What it's like to be close to the value of the person's life? It's hard to be loveless, or maybe... think you're loveless. I've learned that all you have to do is open your heart for it to accept love and spread what you've received to everyone around you, and the cycle will go on. No one in this world is created without someone to love him/her, all you need is patience and a golden heart. Never think that for you to avoid sadness, you will just stay where you think you can neither be happy or sad because it's a fact that you wouldn't know what happiness is if you will never experience sadness.

change--?F%$ As the seasons change, people also changes as well, whether you like it or not. It's just this natural thing that nature does that you can't fathom the answer to "why?". In other words, it's unexplainable. I realized for the past weeks that I'm starting to get out of my sentimental self, no more romantic crap and those short rhymes written in loose paper. I like it this way better than before, it gives me more time to focus in my hobbies and studies. I'm slowly accepting the fact that I won't really get what I want unless it's a need and I guess you should accept it too, since it's the work of life. It's called change, and at the present, I'm loving it. 

hilaw o sunog? --?F%$ What will you say if someone asks you: Which would you rather be, hilaw o sunog? My answer was hilaw since we were talking about skin color before the question was brought up, I wanted to be lighter. Then I changed my answer as she started explaining....
    If I'm hilaw then I'm hilaw inside and out, meaning, there's nothing cooked... nothing to see or taste. BUT if I am sunog, I might look disgusting or unsightly but if you look deep inside you'll realized that there's this cooked portion that you could still accept. Did you get that? By the way this mind of mine works, I learned that whatever is in the outside doesn't matter because it's the true person himself which does. And also, if you see a person you think is ugly, shoo that thought away and think that the ugliest person in the whole world could just have the most precious heart ever. +fool+

when is the right time?--?F%$ It was my turn for the extemporaneous speech for English class. I felt like I was cursed since I was the first person in the first day to do the speech in the whole class, it was draw lots. I got to choose from 4 various topics, I chose love anyway. I didn't know what I was thinking! It's as if I'm this experienced person who has numerous knowledge about love. Anyway, the question that I got was, "When do you think is the right age where you can enter a relationship? Why?" I got freaked out. Crap! How the hell am I supposed to know? All I know is that I see people moping around, getting hurt, allowing pain to overcome them and those actions. But I couldn't turn away from the question, I had 5 minutes to think of the answer (God, thank you for the time). I went in the classroom when I was called, I started confidently and after about 2 sentences, I forgot what I thought about... I can't believe I had a black out! I guess I got too conscious of people staring at me, listening to every word that I say. Anyway, I'll continue my speech here, I think that there is no certain age for you to enter a relationship because it is your instincts which tells you if you really love the person. Once you feel that it is right, then you go for it. You should never rush it nor stop it because it all goes naturally, you know that water cycle? You can never stop it's stages happen, they just happen, and in every stage there's always something happening... something new, something you thought you'll never experience. Before you enter a relationship, be sure that you have enough love, trust, compassion, humility and belief in yourself. I am aware that you can add more to my list since there IS more. In short, you will not know when you are ready, you will feel it. +fool+