Dreaming of always being that great.
That figure of timelessness-
Power and passion creating the
one dream of which
you can believe.
Worlds away from similitude.
Frightening - it seeps in from
all angles, and all that's left
is loss...
I cannot grasp turning forever-
Forever unsatisfied-
Forever shapeshifting.
I want the desert for a lover,
Desert for my home.
The only mirror that held fantastic
stood long before me,
reflecting years of always first prize,
always blind.
And wise dismisses young.
And in the morning I am yet
another figure of what I was...
And I move on, before I'm gone.
I am watching years of memories
roll on time reels of wonderment.
Always wanting yesterday
and loving the extraordinary way
it was always something more.
I am standing-
Head of a clown dancing steps behind fear.
And I know that it's only a matter of time.
Time before it breaks apart
and visions held are secrets revealed.
And yet another shape appears.
And fairness enters not into
reason or justice or love.
Sense means nothing as you strive
towards grown.
And I move on, before I'm gone.