"Cowboy"

That once-in-a-lifetime person happens to stumble into your
life, by accident, by some freak of nature, or something
alot more powerful then we have control over. Your mis-fortune
to have done it, but a ray of sunshine in my life. You call it "Scarey",
"Wierd", whatever. I call it "special". And truely mean it.


Everyone has there own meaning of the word "Cowboy", to me your
all that it implies. A true gentleman in every since of the word.
I know I will never be let into the walls you have put up
so strongly around yourself. I have hurt you alot, and for that,
I am very sorry. I never meant to do it intentionally.
You deserve so much better, and more than I gave you.


The more I get to know you, I realize how much I have come to cherish
what time you have given so very freely of yourself. I respect all you stand for,
and your very remarkable qualities that make you who you are.
Just try to learn to believe in yourself, as a person.
I do. I have faith in you, and if need be for now,
enough faith for the both of us. Your only fault I have found
is your lack of self-esteem. Babe, you will find it,
and I hope I will be there when you do.


From what you told me, you sound like on trippin' guy, and full of life.
And quite a character to be around. I think I would get a kick
in seeing you in action. Especially the dancing. You have your
dreams...I hope you fullfill them all someday. No matter which road
life's highway takes you down, I know you will
be able to handle any fork in the road, no matter how tough the journey.


Just always remember, baby steps turn into bigger steps. Your not crawling
anymore. You've come a long way. And you have yourself
to thank for that...you achieved it, and will do more.
I am thrilled to see some of changes you have done...watch you
blossem from a tiny spuckling, into a very beautiful and delicate flower.
Thank you for letting me be apart of it.



Babies Smile


We start now with the dawn.
Moving along tell our light is gone.

The things that lay in between.
When we start can’t be seen.

Approach them with a smile.
These are things that make it all worthwhile.

For good and bad times are sure to come.
Face them head on, there’s always more to be done.

When evening comes, and our light is almost gone.
With our memories, is where we'll be found.

We think about the road traveled down.
Immersed in our memories, with in evenings quiet sound.

We know without a doubt it was all worthwhile.
When we remember our Babies smile.


May the Road rise up to meet you
May the Wind always be at your back
May the sun shine warm upon your face
and until we meet again
May God hold you in the palm of his hand




As Always, Forever & Day,