On
November 14th my Grandmother passed away.
Although
she had not been well for some time and
we
knew her time was measured, you still are
never
fully prepared for that call. And so close to
Christmas,
a time of love and family makes it even
harder.
While contemplating the upcoming holiday,
I
felt an urge to grab pen and paper... this is what
poured
out...
"There'll Be A New Star this Christmas Eve"
Lights
glisten all along the street,
Snow
crunches beneath our feet.
Soft,
fluffy snowflakes fall from the sky above.
It's
Christmas Eve and I'm surrounded by love,
But
I need this moment to be alone.
It's
this time of year, my heart seems prone,
to
be heavy with both joy and pain.
But,
as I look up at the sky again,
At
that very moment, there's a radiant glare...
And
all of a sudden, I'm made aware!
There's
a new Star tonight,
Shiny,
bold and bright.
An
exquisite star, I've not seen before.
One
whose brilliance touches my very core.
I
knew Christmas, this year, I'd bear some pain...
But
at this moment it's a calmness I gain.
I
know that Star is watching me,
I
know that Star is telling me...
"Christmas
comes every year
She
is there, I am here"
I
know that Star is saying "Carry on and celebrate,
Love
those children, let nothing abate.
Keep
your heart full of love and joyous memories,
Decorate,
and trim those trees!"
I
know that Star is telling me...
"Grandma's
here too, for I am she"
~Lori~
Dear Grandma:
You
fought so hard and never complained.
You
followed the light and it's peace you gained.
We
miss you dearly and this Christmas will be
difficult
to bear,
Knowing
we are here and you are there.
We
love you more than you could know,
But
we understand you had to go.
Merry
Christmas Grandma,
and
if I may...
Please
kiss our little Angel after play.
I
trust that she is there with you,
Please
tell her Mommy and Daddy say,
"I
Love You"
~Lori~