A
Change Of Heart
I suppose
the reason we adopted Sebastian was because no one else wanted him.
He
is the unwelcome product of a Thai mother and a black American Father.
His
father never owned anything more than what was on his back, never went
to school, and was forever brawling in the back alleys.
His
mother small,with large eyes that seemed to constantly portray fear, was
also uneducated, and like the father, she often begged or stole food
to keep alive.
Sebastian's
early life marked him with hostility and distrust. He had to constantly
fight for survival and it showed.
When
he arrived at our house he wouldn't have anything to do with anyone. If
an arm was raised suddenly, Sebastian would run as expecting a blow on
the head, or a kick.
He
cringed in fear at sudden loud or strange noises, and his table manners
were atrocious.
He
bolted his food as if afraid someone would snatch it from him.
One
night I picked him up. He struggled and cried, but I held him tight and
sat down, all the while talking to him. I could feel him gradually relax
as I patted him. A few moments later he was sound asleep, his small black
head resting comfortably on my shoulder.
Today
you would hardly believe the change in Sebastian. He runs around
happily, plays games, and has taken over the house.
Good
food,gentle surroundings,and kindness have completely changed the
little fellow.
Poverty,hunger,
prejudice and cruelty are terrible ways to begin a life and it is no wonder
that so many of his kind wind up in back alleys, or behind bars, or worse
yet, someday facing a death sentence.
I've
changed Sebastians' name since adopting him
I feel
a new name will better fit his life.
I call
him Licorice,it's a sweeter name than Sebastian and everyone seems to like
it better.
He seems
to like it too.
He
walks around with his tail held high and doesn't put his claws out anymore
when I pick him up. yep~ Licorice is a fine handsome cat now.
If a bad
beginning had such a profound effect on a cat ~ just think how much more
terrible it must be to an underprivileged child.
~Martin
Buxbaum