Dreaming unwholesome dreams
wishing and hoping
we never awake to another dawn
wanting our world to end
when will this agony be over
every waking moment
 now filled with dread
wishing we were dead
dark nights fill with even darker
thoughts and feelings
despair creeping in
filling every living cell
not caring anymore
counting pills, cursing
damn, blast , not enough
finding broken glass
our mind revels
in this new found shard
thinking up multiple ways
wanting no mistakes
no more botchups
seeking perfection
even in this unwholesome deed
will we be damned
what the heck
we allready are
our mind seeking release
from the torment within
no longer caring
hurting so deep
the crys from within
our insane screaming
no one answers
our mind fragmenting
no saving
no answering the lils within
just thoughts of
final Relief