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*Life I Lead*
"You're moving too fast for your life"
That's what someone told me
That's what all are telling me now
But do they know what's behind my mysterious ride?
No they don't, so just let them talk
I have got used to this
It has become a part of my "enigmatic" & "vigorous" life
A life that one would admire to have
If only they knew what I was hiding
What am I concealing behind my facial expression?
Something that you should find out
Isn't life tough? You gotta suffer to live
But remember, suffer in a wise way
A way that leads to laughter, reason, triumph & pleasure.
A world that is full of dreams come true
I might seem ironic, but no I'm not
"You really think a lot. Don't, just enjoy life"
Well, what can I say? I do think a lot...
But I do get what I want.
My aim in life is a simple goal
You really don't have to know what it is
Cause I have learnt to keep things for myself
Cause people nowadays envy your life
And no one knows where you might end up
So you are telling me not to think & just enjoy life?
In your opinion, how do you think you should enjoy life?
Just forget everything around you & party all night
Or smoke a fag & fool around with boys & girls?
Well if that's the way everyone takes it
All I can say is that they're leading a trivial life
A life that's far away from reality
You make me laugh,
You still have a long time
To really know what life is made of...
To me, life is like a sea...
It gets rough at times, when aggravated...
& It gets calm at night... when left alone.
That's me...
I'm just a young "innocent" girl
Thriving & climbing for the illusions of life
Falling hopelessly & waiting to be caught
Smiling & laughing for the fantasies of victory
I still have a long way ahead of me
I do get easily angered when I get stabbed in the back
But I don't always show the choleric part of me...
Or shall we say the sensitive part of me?
I feel that everyone around me is against me
They're acting like... "Demons"
Why is everyone so cruel? What's on their mind?
It really scares me when I come and think about it
I'd rather just keep things for myself
That's what life has made out of me
I might not be weak, I repeat, but I sure am sensitive
I cry alone at night
Tears full of "indignation" roll down my cheeks
I feel the "pain" swelling up in my throat
I feel the "burn" running through my blood
I feel the "loneliness" ache through out my body
Why? Why does this happen to me?
"Rage" seems to subdue my whole nervous system
But, I never give up
"Surrender" isn't my game...
I live to conquer fears
I live to challenge death
The shore is my place
I have came sick to the shore
In need of passion
It has shown me what life is for
Night is my time
Calmness seems to dominate the air I live in
Deep in the heart of the night
I live in my own world
A world of "paradise" & some "blissful" dream
A world full of "peace" & "love"
A world where "wrath" & "vengeance" don't exist
But I sometimes just wish that my rough & tiresome day
Would merge with my night time
But then, that's life...
It's like a roller-coaster
It's full of ups & downs
What's life without a shout? ---->>>
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What's life without anger?
I mean, going through coarse & wild times
Makes you appreciate your ideal & perfect moments
"People say I live in my own world"
It's true..
I'm not any ordinary petty girl
I'm an arcane & complicated person,
Yet one with a fragile & loving heart
No one knows what's going on in my mind
No one knows the life I live on my own
Through my thoughts & experiences
I've been around the world
A world where people live & die in grace
Where forgiveness & compassion is their intention
I have tasted all the wines
I have lived through bitter & sweet instants
I might seem quiet & unobtrusive
But try to hear what I'm not saying
What I would like to say and can't manage to express
I'm hiding everything that really matters
What really cries and screams in "me"
I live a simple life...
A life that might seem impossible to you..
But not to me
I don't care what people say
I just follow my own way.
At other times, I do feel down
But my worries are of my own
& not to be known by others...
Trust me, I'm in love with my life
I'm living a "terrific" life...
I'm living every second of it
I'm living the way I wanna live
I'm controlling my life, & not vice-versa
A life full of "chimeras" turning into "realities"
A life where emotional feelings seem to surround me
A life "of intellective felicity"
A life where "Heaven" has been brought down to earth ~
By my friend ADO |
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