To My beautiful Daughter, Stephanie Jean Phillips (Drinnon) I don't know how to say this I don't think words can describe The loneliness inside me the lonliness I can't hide Today is three weeks my love three weeks that I have cried Just missing you Just dying inside I carry your smile inside my heart the sound of your voice echo's through my mind Can you hear my cries I can't believe you've left us I can't believe your gone and in my heart I know it's true I have to go on without you The days seem so empty the days are so blue Every day is the same going on without you I know one day I'll see you again but how do I carry on till then So to you my Angel I'm sending my love Till the day we meet again in heaven up above I love you forever, Mom Angel Moms has been a God Send I now have the honor of belonging to a special group of wonderful ladies called Angel Moms. We have all paid the ultimate price to join this group, the earth life of one or more of our children. Not one of us choosing to do so but greatful that we have a place to belong. Angel Moms is a place that grieving mothers can go to feel that they are understood and truely cared for. Loosing your child is the hardest thing a person can indure. I have had it refered to as loosing a limb, but I would gladly loose them all to have this agony stop. All the things that my daughter has been robbed of run through my mind every minute of every day. She won't get to go to college , get married, have children, build a carrier or have her own little piece of the American Dream. That is the hardest part. I won't ever get to experience any of those things with my only daughter. I'll never be able to touch her velvet skin or hold her close in my arms. Stephanie looked more and more like me as she got older. I am the same size as she was when she passed away. I wear her cloths at least one piece every day, and hope to be able to do so until I die. The place that I plan to spend my future is working with MADD. I will be starting volunteer work there after surgery that will be done on my cervical spine due to a neck injury. I will put links here so you can visit these web sites. I pray that you never know what it feels like to loose a child but if you need these wonderful people they are there. These groups have given me faith in this world again and for that I thank them all. Angel Moms MADD To Stephanie This evening as I sit and think of Butterflies and Rainbows I'd love to help your mom through her heartache and woes If a poem I could write To be placed on your site Would help your mom through some hurt and pain I'll remember you Angel Stephanie by your name When you were taken by the hand And Had to leave this earthly land You left behind loving family and friends That will miss you dearly until all ends Please watch over them by day and by night Until the Golden Gates they see ,Oh what a site Until that day we all meet again Your loved and missed Stephanie my Angel Friend Written by Reeny February 5, 2002 Midi Selection: One More Day