I want someone I can trust, that I can hold at night. That i can spend time with, and have a laugh with. I want to be able to look at him, and be blown away by how gorgeous he is when he looks at me with his clear eyes.
I want someone i can hold hands with, that wants to spend time with me. That I can stay at home on a Saturday night, and watch silly videos with, or watch them with him in the next room.
I want someone who will tell me silly stories, and will let me do the same back. That I can talk up flights of fantasy with, but wants to be grounded in reality too.
I want him to understand that I am my own person, and that I can be hurt and vulnerable, but me expressing it doesn't mean I need his help or advice, I just want him to say "I understand".
I want him to be active in pursuing his goals, I want him to be committed to a course of action, but willing to change on a whim, if the situation calls for it.
I want him to be my friend, and I want him to be sexy and fun. I want him to be intelligent, and be able to talk to me about all the things I talk to my friends about.
I want him to be my friend.
And I want to be the girl that can receive all that, and not flinch and run away.