| My Journal Page |
| 2/23/04 |
| HI! Here is were I share what I think and what God is doing in my life. Well lets see how should I begin this process of my journal. Well here is some information about me. My name is Heidi Beth. I am 22 years old and on fire for the Lord. I am a survivor of Childhood sexual abuse and suffering from PTSD. I know that the Lord is able to heal all my emotional wounds. This weekend I am going to the encounter and excited about experience God like never before. I will share want I learn later on. My birthday is 9/19/81 and my spiritual Birthday is 2/21/98 wow time is move fast or it seems that way. |
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| 3/1/04 |
| Hi! I hope you are all doing well! Wow it is already March 1,2004 and the first day after my encounter retreat. I have to say the most important thing I learned is the power of the cross. Jesus death on the cross means that I have hope to overcome my past sin and abuse. See When God forgives it is like he burns it away I have that picture in mind because at the encounter we had a time to burn a profile that listed all our sins and hurts and see them burn in a born fire. Bye for now will tell more any other day. |
| 3/12/04 |
| Wow it as been awhile since I writen in here. Well is the update on our I am doing. Yesterday I made a Pledge to stop causing myself physical and verbally harm. See told to think of it this way. Do I think that God will take a turn beating up on me? Oh course the answer was no then she told me that was the point and that I need to stop beating myself up. We also talked about how that when tramua takes place in my life that I don't emotionally stay there is common in my situation and that it is called dissociation. Bye for now. |
| 3/22/04 |
| Wow it has been awhile since I have been writing in this online Journal! I have been learning that the abuse was not by fault and that Forgiveness start by recognizing my anger and learning how to appropiately deal with it. God is showing my way of Physical, emotional and spiritual healing bye for now |
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