My Mistake

Letting go is hard to do
when you never really had it;
It always hurts,
and at nights I cry when I think of you--
Where are you now?
Do you think of me at all?
Did I ever mean anything?
Or was I just a toy?
You always told me I wasn't,
and oh my God, I loved you,
I loved you so, so much,
I wish you could come back
to explore what we only got to begin
You were so special to me,
and I treated you wrong--
I don't even know why,
I miss you so much
and I don't like to be alone,
You were always there,
I'd give all but my life to bring you back
Where did you go?
I pushed you away,
I was such a fool
and now I need a friend
but you're not there
and you won't ever be,
God, why can't you be?




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