The Thorn
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I just stood there as I couldn't believe he kissed me..yes we are married but half the time I feel that I am not. I am not even sure if I didn't like it or not..hell half of me did. I sit outside of a coffee shop waiting for my sister and my neice to show up as I strum on my guitar a song as I sing a little.

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· Crashing, covered with debris
Dwelling in my own pity
Cry like I have not
Dig like I had not
I start to claw
Gotta get outta here
I've got to, gotta get out

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€·I am, I am, I am on a higher ground
You are, You are my cure from the cycle down
I am, I am, I am on a higher ground
You are, You are my cure from the cycle down

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· *walking up sitting down* Sounds good, is that a new song?

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· No it's a song by Skillet. I have been listening to them lately ever since this whole thing with getting married happened.

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· So have you talked to him yet?

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· You can say that. He wanted to take me out on an offical date.

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· That's different. I never heard of two people getting married and then going out on a date. So how did it go?

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· Ok I think. He said if it didn't go well then he let me have my divorce.

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· So did you sign them?

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· I thought about it. I ended up putting a X on the paper after getting out of his car.

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· Why are you letting this guy control you Rora?

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· He's not controlling me. Besides you let Devon control you for several years before you tied the knot.

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· I just don't want to see you hurt that is all and Devon changed. It just seemed to me that you are letting not necessary David but this Max Craven control your life..why because you fucked up his knee. Hello..it's wrestling..you get hurt and you take advantage of your opponents weaknesses. His weakness was his knee.

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· By the time this week is over with. He's going to have a pain in the ass as my foot is going to be permantly planted in his ass. Screw Max Craven..hell the lesbians he hangs out with proberly do. *smiles* Did I tell you that David kissed me?

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· *mouth hangs open* Are you serious? What did you do? Did you kick his ass or anything?

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· I didn't do anything..I was to shocked. Hell I am not even sure if I liked it or not.

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· Hell maybe this will work out for you then..so when do I get to meet him?

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· *laughs* I'm not sure. I got to get past this tag match with the Emo Sisters, the so called Mother/son team, and Full of Crap team. I feel like I am on the Amazing Race.

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· It's a dog eat dog business Rora..you got to be as cut-throat as all the rest.

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· I know I do and that is what is going to happen this week. Robin and her so called son that she is trying to control are not going to know what the hell hit them. Hell, the EMO Gothic chicks haven't even talked yet. They must be sleeping in caskets and shit. *laughs* Then Fully Loaded of Shit have finally come out thinking because they beat everyone once that they are the bomb..screw them..in fact fuck them. I could care less if they beat me in the past. This is the present and I am going to go out there with David, even if we are not on the same page, and I am going to show those assholes that this bitch will not be controlled by any of them. Right now I am at a higher ground..and I am going to be there cause for there cycle down.

·€ŠNatalia AlexanderŠ€· Just like the song says that you were singing earlier.

·€ŠThe Punk Rocker Aurora RoseŠ€· I thirst no longer..Drenching my soul and it pours out like water. There my only infatuation. Don't leave me stranded in my obsession. My purpose, my possession Live and die in my obsession!

Natalia smiles at me as I smile back shaking my head back at her as we continue to talk and laugh as the camera fades out.