You know it is funny..everyone has there own opinion of each person. Angelica has in her sick twisted mind that due to a name that I should be this person. Kinda makes me laugh in a way but whatever. She doesn't take me seriously and hell that is her own fault. I sit in a church pew as I have my eyes shut.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Sick of circling the same road, Sick of bearing the guilt. So open the windows to cool off and heat pours in instead. Perfect in weakness, I'm only perfect in just your strength alone. All my efforts to clean me, leave me putrid and filthy. How can you look at me, when I can't stand myself? I'm tired to be honest
I'm nobody..only perfect in weakness. I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
I stand up looking at the cross smiling.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· God is the only one that can see who we really are or can judge us. He knows everything and yet some people mock it. They come off as egotistical manaics believing what they spew out of there mouthes are correct. Your nothing Angelica. You mock what you can't comprehend. You judge whoever doesn't follow your ways. *smiles* You may find me weak, but I look at you and see nothing. Your whole goal is to cause fear but yet I don't fear you. As they say..Fear is in the eyes of the beholder. You are just another bitch who is lost and has had gain a big ego when you won that belt.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· So what will this match prove? Nothing at all. If I win I get an up on you..if you win what does it get you..bragging rights? Yeah I will be the first to share a little golf clap for you. *does a small golf clap* In the end..I win..because I didn't become you. I didn't sell out..I do this for the fans and the minute I fear some punk ass woman that is trying to turn emo, is the day that I leave this business behind. Think about it Angelica..I am the only person at the moment from Gore that has a belt..to me that is a victory. I beat those so called divas and pulled it out. I took a beating last week and yet here I stand..fearless of what is to come. Only because I have faith. Faith in God..and in myself. *smiles* How about you prove to me that you are worthy of facing me because what you truely see isn't what you always are going to get.
I look at the cross one last time crossing myself before walking out of the church and heading to the arena as the camera fades out.
Scene 2
On my way to the arena, I picked up my foster sister Ashley. We are both hanging out in my lockerroom watching a dvd when Ashley yawns.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· You know the remake isn't as good as the orginal.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Yeah I know..but oh well. This movie would have been better if Donald Pressence was still alive.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· I hear you..so why are we watching this again?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· To get ideas on what makes freaks like Angelica think.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· Are you compairing Michael Myers to Angelica?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Not at all..that would be an insult to Michael Myers. He only killed do to the curse of thorn. Angelica makes people go crazy by looking at them.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· You haven't gone crazy yet?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· That's because I haven't looked into her eyes. It's like what Dr. Loomis said in this movie.."These eyes will decieve you.." blah blah blah..come on give me a break. Angelica I am sure thinks that I fear her and that I am this weak link because I hold the Women's Title and she is the World Champ. Who gives a flying pig what title she holds. The minute she loses that title we are going to hear excuse after excuse and she is going to come after this belt..when she does..then I will be ready to take her ass down.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· Are you sure you are ok? You haven't been the same since you found your real dad?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· *looking down* I told you I don't want to talk about that. He didn't even care..he left me even when he knew my mom died. He called her a whore..used her. I am not going to let him use me or anyone for that matter.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· You know I love you right?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· At least someone does.
I smile at Ashley as we continue to watch Rob Zombie's Halloween before I get changed for my match as the camera fades out.
