I sit to the side of the hospital bed just watching her face. My daughter..I haven't seen her in years and here she was sick. I was assured by the doctor that her bone marrow transplant surgery was a success. I guess everyone can assume that the MCW Women's Title is everything and yes it was once true but my situation changed when I found out that Abby was sick. I would give up everything for her..even my title. Christmas was great day, one that I would never give up..just sitting and watching her open presents. A few days later, I find myself in the hospital with her. Paul, my ex, very upset but the doctors assured him that Abby would be fine. He kept thanking me over and over again for doing this..why would he thank me? She was my daughter and I wasn't that heartless was I? I sigh as my thoughts continue to wonder when I hear Abby's voice.
·¤¦Lilith daughter Abby Singleton¦¤· Mommy?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Hey sweetie, how are you feeling?
·¤¦Lilith daughter Abby Singleton¦¤· Hungry.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤·
*I smile* I will call the nurse to bring you something. Your surgery went well.
·¤¦Lilith daughter Abby Singleton¦¤· Where is Daddy?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤·
He went home to sleep, he is going to be back and then I have to go to work.
·¤¦Lilith daughter Abby Singleton¦¤· Are you going to win?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤·
*laughs* I am going to try my best.
·¤¦Lilith daughter Abby Singleton¦¤· Please win for me mommy. I don't want to be the reason you lose it.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤·
Abby..it is just a title and it doesn't mean that much to me. You mean far more to me then that title. If someone like Kirsta Lewis or Annie want it then they can have it. You are all I need.
·¤¦Lilith daughter Abby Singleton¦¤· I love you mommy.
Paul walks in clearing his voice as Abby's eyes light up as he hugs her. I give her a kiss on the cheek as I go out in the hall to find a nurse who can bring her something to eat. After doing that I walk back to the room to get my things as I give her a kiss on the head as Paul walks me out, stopping me at the elevator.
·¤¦Paul Singleton¦¤· I just want to say thanks again.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤·
Paul, we have been over this..it was no problem. I love Abby and I would kill for her. You act like I have a cold black heart or something?
·¤¦Paul Singleton¦¤· I know..I treated you awful Lily but I can't say I would do it all over again. Is what you said to her true though..you would give up the title for her?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤·
Of course it is true. I am not going to lie to my daughter Paul. If I lose it then I lose it. It's not important anymore..she is. Annie can have the title and as far as Kirsta Lewis is concerned..I don't care if she is a Goddess in MCW..her bark is far worse then her bite and in due time..that status she set upon herself is going to come crashing down hard. Her Desire can't change who she really is.
·¤¦Paul Singleton¦¤· What is she?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤·
*smiles* She is nothing..and that eats her up inside Paul. *sighing* I will be back in after my match Paul.
The elevator doors open as I give Paul a faint smile as I get in. As I ride down I put my head back smiling thinking about this match. Win or Lose, I had gained one important thing in the process. My sanity! That is something Kirsta or Annie couldn't take from me as much as they wanted to..they couldn't.
Scene 2
A few hours go by as I step out of my car as I make it into the arena..checking in. It doesn't take long for me to get situated..it never does. I take out my IPOD as I turn it on..putting on my earphones as I listen to a song..the song being Skillet's "Looking for Angels" as I sing the chorus.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· "Going through this life, looking for angels. People passing by, looking for angels. Walking down the street, looking for angels. Everyone I meet, looking for angels."
I pause smiling at one of the lyrics as I repeat it as I turn off my IPOD.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· "Pray for your enemies, humble yourself, love's staring back at me. In the midst of the most painful faces, Angels show up in the strangest of places." How true that statement is..isn't it Kirsta Lewis? I do pray for you...but I also pity you. To think that you are this great legend..is a pity. To think that I want to be like you is even more of a pity. I am my own person Kirsta and as much as it kills you to get that through your small little head..to comprehend that..you do know that it is true. You see Kirsta, I don't consider myself a cheater..not at all. I consider myself observant. When you got a bitch that you can't handle in Annie..well I just happen to take control of that small distraction she had on you and took you out. It's not my fault that you can't seem to finish your problems or leave them out of the ring. That is the name of the game Kirsta and if you don't like it..then take you luggage and don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· As for you Annie, I don't have any grudges against you and I know you want this belt back just for the fact that it won't be Kirsta Lewis that is handling it. Running it into the ground as she spits on it and degrades it. If you are to win Annie, I would be honored to raise your hand in victory. I respect you that much. However, even though I do respect you, that doesn't mean I won't stop the beating that will come. Kirsta might not respect the title but I do and I am going to do whatever it takes to prove myself in not only the eyes of Kirsta Lewis and the other divas here in MCW..but all the fans that are watching around the world. This title is not my life at the moment but I atleast respect it with pride, like I know you would Annie. Kirsta Lewis..you can go suck an egg for all I care.
I give a smile before I flip off Kirsta Lewis before going back to what I was doing and getting ready for my title match as the camera fades out.
