My whole life..the question that I asked about who I am always led to a unanswered question. I wanted to know who my father was, why he left when I was little, why he never came back when my mom died. Not that my foster family was loving, they were. I guess it is a question that every foster child ask. Why? I currently sit at a coffee house with my sister Ashley..ok adoptive sister but yet sister none the less. I take a sip of my drink trying to take in the conversation we are having.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· I just don't understand why though Lil.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· I just want to know why he left. I have all these unanswered questions Ash that I just want the answers for. Like is he still alive, does he think of me, what does he do for a living?
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· Aren't we enough family for you?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Of course, I am not doing this to torture you guys at all. *sighs* It's just feels that I have this missing part of my life. I just want to know who my real dad is. I don't need to have a relationship with him, I just want to know. I want that missing puzzle piece to be filled.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· I understand Lil, I do. I just don't want you to get hurt mentally that is. You been hurt already with what happened in Gore with Eddie Vines. Thank God he's gone but mom and dad already think your nuts in doing wrestling in the first place.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· I guess I am but it gives me and adrenaline rush. Yeah it causes bruises and stuff but the fact that I get to go out there with the crowd going nuts is worth it.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· So who do you have this week?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· A women's title scramble. A whole bunch of divas all going for the women's title. The only one that has bitched so far is Meagan Collins. Then I have also The Lesbians..Domino and Chasity and some girl name Chelsea. Plus any other bimbos who want to answer the open invite.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· Hmm interesting, how does it work?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· The match is 15 minutes and whoever has the last pin after that 15 minutes gets to be the Women's Champ.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· Oh I get it. Cool. So what did this Meagan Collins say?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Something about kidnapping someone daughter, another person found out about it and she wacked them. Now she is all scared about going to jail.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· Sounds like she's been watching to many Sopranos episodes.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· What she really needs to worry about is who she is facing. She didn't even mention me, which is one of the biggest mistakes you can make. Overlooking me, means your not paying attention and that you are going to slip and fall short at the end.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· What about the others?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Can't really talk about Chelsea as I don't know much about the girl. As for Domino and Charity, I am sick of them acting like they are all that. It sickens me. They are into that whole porn girl on girl crap. It's enough to make your stomich turn.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· And here I thought you were politicaly correct on stuff like that?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Yeah right..Obama goes off saying shit like putting lipstick on a pig, well Charity and Domino are both the pigs and need to get in line for Obama to give them both make up advice.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· *laughs* What do you expect. Anyway, I got to run and get to class. Call me later. Oh and how are you going to find your dad anyway?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· I got a private investigator looking in on it.
·¤¦Ashley Evans¦¤· Ok well let me knows what happen. I will see you around.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Later Ash.
I finish up my coffee as my cell phone rings. I answer it as the camera fades out.
Scene 2
Two days go by as I am seen waiting in what looks to be a diner. I run my hand through my hair. Why am I so nervous? The PI said he found my dad and that he wanted to meet with me. I take a sip of my water as I sit back waiting as I look at my watch. Ok I will give him 3 more minutes then I am out of here. Another minute passes until the door opens and a guy walks in wearing a red suit. He looks about 5'8, had a gootie and a beard, his long hair is tied back in a pony tail and has a cane with him. He walks up taking a seat.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Are you Daryl?
·¤¦Daryl Van Horn¦¤· I am.. I heard you were looking for me.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Yeah I was. I wanted to know why you left us.
·¤¦Daryl Van Horn¦¤· You don't want me as a father. Did you know what I did to your mother? I used her! You were a mistake from the get go. I got roped into it for 2 yrs of my life before I flicked her away like a used tissue. Is that what you want to know Lilith.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· Why?
·¤¦Daryl Van Horn¦¤· I pray on the weak and that was what your mother was. I will admit, I did look for you after she died. I saw the family you were with and I thought about just taking you but I was thriving at the time and didn't want to be held down by some 6 yr old brat. What is it that you do now anyway?
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· That is none of your concern.
·¤¦Daryl Van Horn¦¤· I will find out you know..I have my ways.
·¤¦The Lost Child Lilith Evans¦¤· *stands up* Sorry I waisted your time.
I walk out of the diner, not really surprised how things went. Another rat that is of my life that I don't need to deal with again. I sigh as I walk back to my hotel room as the camera fades out.
