The Beginning

 

By: Kata

 

E-mail: katayla@juno.com

 

Disclaimer: WB owns Roswell. The song's off the "Anastasia" Soundtrack. It doesn't belong to me, either.

 

Rating: PG

 

Summary: Michael and Maria's wedding. Everyone looks back at their relationship. Told in differnent perspectives, but I'm not

telling you who's who. :-) You should be able to figure them out.

 

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We were strangers

Starting out on a journey

Never dreaming what we had to go through

Now here we are

And I'm suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

 

If anyone told me I was going to end up with Michael Guerin, I would have laughed my head off. I barely knew the guy, and there wasn't exactly a change to get to know him-- he was never at school. Then the shooting happened, and Liz told me their secret.  That automatically formed a bond, but he was still just this guy. Then he stole my car, and I found what I had never expected. I didn't know what Michael was looking for, or what we were going to find, but the last thing I was expecting to find was *him.*  The 'him' that every woman dreams of. Although I doubt that Michael is what they've been dreaming of. But he's mine. At first I...not exactly hated him, but I wasn't quite willing to be friends with him. Then I started asking him those stupid questions from that silly assignment. At first, he made up answers, but then he started telling me real stuff, and I opened up to him, too. To *him.* Michael Guerin, who I barely even knew, Michael Guerin, who I loved.

 

No one told me

I was going to find you

Unexpected what you did to my heart

When I lost hope

You were there to remind me

This is the start

 

Maria was always just this girl. The slightly ditzy girl who hung out with Liz. Then she was the girl who knew our secret... then she became the only person who actually hunted me down to do a project. Most people would have just made up answers for me themselves. And then, she actually wanted the *real* answers, not the made-up ones. She opened up to me-- not much, but enough. Enough so that I opened up to her. I didn't know humans could be so understanding. And I kissed her. I've never kissed anyone before. If I had thought about it, I would have been nervous. But I didn't think about it. I just kissed her, and, for once, not thinking about my actions turned out all right.

 

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

I wanna keep flowing

Life is the road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

 

Michael and Maria's relationship made me jealous at first. Me, the Ice Princess, jealous. He was always the loner, the one who

wanted to keep up separate. What was he doing in a human relationship? Understand, I don't have any romantic thoughts about him-- the thought repulses me. But... Max has belonged to Liz ever since the shooting, and it seemed like Michael was being taken away, too. I always thought that they were all I had. Then I had a long conversation with Maria, and I found out that she was jealous of *me.* She was afraid that the bond between Max, Michael, and me would prevent her from ever having a real relationship with Michael. That's when I began to realize that I would always have a part of Michael and Max, and that I had my own human waiting for me.

 

I'll be there

When the world stops turning

I'll be there

When the storm is through

In the end I want to be standing

At the beginning with you

 

I didn't understand Maria's fascination with Michael. He was far from the perfect boyfriend-- far from Maria's dream guy. But

something kept bringing them back together. They complement each other so perfectly-- even better than Max and me. Maria is calmed down by Michael, and she peps up Michael. They understand each other in a way that no one else can. I see now, I

understand. They belong together.

 

We were strangers

On a crazy adventure

Never dreaming

How our dreams would come true

Now here we stand

Unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

 

I've always been happy that Maria found a guy. No, Michael's not perfect-- no one is-- but she loves him, and he loves her, and that's all that matters. Maria's always been a little jealous of Liz and her boyfriends. Even in elementary school, Liz had a boyfriend.  Maria's never had that. She got one kiss in the eighth grade, but Michael's her first and only boyfriend.

 

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

I wanna keep flowing

Life is the road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

 

I've always been sort of the leader, the 'protector' of our little group. When Michael started breaking away, I was angry. But he ran to Maria every time. That's when I knew it was going to be okay. Maria would take care of him, and would protect and

defend him even more fiercely than I would. She'd be there for him, when I couldn't be. She'd love him forever.

 

I knew there was somebody somewhere

Like me alone in the dark

Now I know my dream will live on

I've been waiting so long

Nothing's gonna tear us apart

 

I've been waiting for this day my whole life. I've been there for Michael for all of it, but I never hoped for this. I couldn't. There

were so many obstacles in our way. Michael's stone wall, his and Isabel's dreams, my own longing for romance. After we

graduated, we broke up. We didn't think we could keep up a long distance relationship. It took us two years to realize how

miserable we were. I transferred colleges to be near Michael, and he asked me to marry him. And here we are, on our wedding day, looking at the past while preparing for the future.

 

Life is a road

And I want to keep going

Love is a river

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

 

I was miserable when I was away from Maria. I didn't want to admit it, but it was true. When she transferred to be near me, I

couldn't believe my luck. Then I took the final stop of letting her in, and asked her to marry me. And here we are, ready for the

future to begin, ready for our lives together.

 

Life is a road, and I wanna keep going

Love is a river, I wanna keep going on

Starting out on a jorney

Life is a road, and I wanna keep going

Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing

In the end, I wanna be standing

At the beginning with you

 

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