by
Meriadoc
Dearest Draco,
How are
you and everyone else? I do hope you’re all right. How are the trainees
getting along? I must say that I’m
quite nervous
about letting young, inexperienced wizards handle battle. Not only do we
have a bit of a chance of
losing,
but they, the trainees, I mean, might get harmed a great deal.
I’m not
much used to writing to you, as I’ve never been away from you so long since
your… proposal. And my
acceptance.
I still have the ring, of course. I’ll think about you every time I look
at it. How I wish I could join you there,
I admit
I’m quite jealous of the girls, like Susan and Lavender, whom the army
took with it as nurses. I still don’t
understand
why I can’t be there with you, but it must be for the best.
Please don’t worry about me; I’ll be out of harm’s way at Hogwarts, as long as Dumbledore is here.
And please be safe. I don’t know whatever I would do if you ever get hurt. I would most likely drive myself insane, and we don’t want that, do we? And… every morning I wake up and wonder if you’re all right, if you’re still alive. I don’t like this uncertainty at all. Please always be careful. For me.
I love you more than anything,
Hermione
My Hermione,
The Dark Lord
has found out where we are and his army attacked yesterday. Don’t worry,
I didn’t get hurt too much – just a
small curse,
but I’ve got my right foot back now. I didn’t know Crabbe could hex someone
that badly, the idiot. No one was
killed, but
fourteen were badly injured. One of them is Ron, that’s why he can’t write
back to you right now. Don’t be vexed;
Madame Pomfrey
has it all under control.
There is definitely
a traitor in the midst. We were only three days at our previous Unplottable
location when they came. Harry is
sending out
a few spies, and that’s all I can say, lest this letter be intercepted.
The trainees
are doing for better than I imagined they would. I’m glad to say that these
‘inexperienced wizards’ will be quite
good in battle.
Do believe
me. It is for the best that I didn’t let you come. Yesterday, one
of the nurses nearly got shot with Avada Kedavra.
It is only
by a lucky chance that it missed her. You see why I left you there; it
is far too dangerous here.
I promise I’ll
be all right. I agree – not knowing if you’re all right and if I’ll
be all right has me at my wit’s end, day in, day out. I
do hope you’re
right about Hogwarts being safe.
Ron says for
you to tell Ginny that he’s all right, as he is incapable of writing right
now and refuses to let anyone dictate,
because, I
think, ‘Ginny’s been on a paranoid streak lately’.
Thanks for giving me a reason to live. If it weren’t for you I wouldn’t be living right now. I love you, too.
Draco
Draco,
Thank you
for your letter. You’re the only thing keeping me from jumping off a cliff
right now, too, but I swear if
anything
happens I wouldn’t be able to restrain myself from doing just that.
I do hope
you spot this traitor soon. It is far too easy nowadays to trick anyone.
Do be careful, because, I can tell, this
spy may
be closer to you than you think. I don’t know if that’s me or the coffee
talking, but I know, from years in this
against-Voldemort
thing that nothing is what it seems. Watch out for yourself, and don’t
trust too many people. Not
that I
need to tell you that, though.
The dementors
have deserted Azkaban, as you may have well heard. They didn’t put it in
the Prophet, subscriptions to
which I’m
not sure any of you have, but Fudge had a heart attack yesterday. It’s
not too big of a loss, I daresay, but
news spreads
around quickly, and those still trusting in the Ministry are losing hope,
which makes things harder than
they are
already. A lot of people are panicking, and I can’t do anything to reassure
them.
Please tell
Harry to expect an owl from me – I have the information about the amulet
he was asking Dumbledore and
me about,
and have included a few rolls of parchment on it. I just don’t know if
it’s safe to send out information like
that when
Voldemort could be stalking our owls, but Dumbledore says it’s safe. I
think he slipped in a charm or two
before
sending that one out.
And Ginny is a tad too busy here to write, but she got Ron’s message and will be writing him when her hands aren’t as full. She also says she’ll be joining you there if she has to. I wish I could too.
Please write back, and don’t worry, and take care of yourself.
All my love,
Hermione
Dearest Mione,
Thank you for
your bits of unnecessary, but still warmly received, advice. And I do think
that’s the coffee talking, for we both
very well
know I can take care of myself. But somehow, as much as I don’t want you
worried, it is kind of pleasant to have
someone trouble
herself to think about me.
You’re right,
we’ve cut off our subscriptions to the Daily Prophet, but we still know
a few snippets of the goings-on out there.
The Dementors
have fled Azkaban, but I don’t think they’ve joined the Dark Lord
yet. I suspect they’re weighing their chances
of winning
and having battalions of souls to feed on. Typical.
I had thought
the rumours about Fudge’s medical emergency were, well, only rumours. And
you’re right, it is to our
disadvantage
that it happened at such a time – the last thing we need is for the people
to panic. It’s been bedlam, I’ve heard
even the Muggles
are suspecting something’s wrong.
Speaking of
Muggles, I learned from a source that Voldemort isn’t attacking them as
much anymore. Probably using all his
energy for
this battle, no? Good for the Muggles, bad for the Wizarding world.
Ron is able
to walk properly now, and finally able to write, the same as Longbottom,
Flinch-Fletchley, and Thomas. A few old
Ravenclaws
were hurt, but I’m still not feeling too good towards them, as they seem
to doubt where my loyalties lie. If it
weren’t for
the current predicament, and for our need of soldiers, I would have cursed
their smart little heads off. It’s amazing
how brainy
some people can be, and not have any common sense at all.
Harry says
thank you for the information. He says it will surely be helpful, and would
be writing you to tell you himself, but
unfortunately
he’s occupied with memorizing the data you sent over.
I really do
wish I could tell you how much I miss you and long for your presence here
– what an inconvenient time to fall in love,
huh? – but
my eloquence has its limits, as you know. I can only hope you know how
much, for it will be a great pain for me if
something
were to happen to either of us, and you remain in doubt of whether I really
do care for you. I want to see you again
more than
anything, and will try my best to live through this whole thing just to
be in your arms again.
Love Always,
Draco
Draco,
Things have gotten so serious that Dumbledore, who is acting as a sort of Minister of Magic by decision of the governors (as always – Fudge never really acted like a Minister, did he now?), is actually considering letting the Muggle Prime Minister, tell the Muggles about all the goings-on so they can prepare themselves. But then, how can they prepare themselves from facing Dark Magic? Even we, with magic, can’t do much but fight them, and we’re not even sure we’ll win – so what can Muggles do? And I don’t think they’ll be able to keep level heads when told, as the Muggle Prime Minister will have to tell them all about us, which will be a shock to more than a few. It might sound very unlike me to diss Muggles like that, with my parents being Muggles and all, but I’m sure we all have enough on our plates without worrying about being burnt at stakes (not that that will do any good, but it will surely be a considerable waste of time).
Do send my regards to Neville, Justin, and Dean. I haven’t seen them in ages, except when I spotted Dean buying a copy of PlayWizard from Flourish and Blotts in Diagon Alley five months back, but that doesn’t really count. And don’t mind the Ravenclaws, I’m sure they’re just suffering from after-effects of whatever injury they might have endured. Though I don’t blame you for wishing hard luck upon them… I admit it’s rather rude of those twits to say that to your face. If it’s any consolation, I don’t have any doubt about your loyalties, as do Dumbledore and Harry, and Ron, though I think he’d rather bed a Blast-Ended Skrewt than admit it outright. We trust you, and hope you trust us.
As Harry
might have told you, Dumbledore is coming over in a few days – he has trouble
communicating through
fireplaces,
not to mention bonfires (I think Ash is his natural enemy, if you can call
it natural). He can’t Apparate over,
of course,
but won’t be coming over by broom, either. Actually, I’m not sure how he
will be coming, he hasn’t told
anyone
but Minerva. Don’t fret over our safety here, for Albus has assured me
we will be alive and well even in his
absence.
I swear, that man is hard to understand; I still don’t get him after nearly
a decade of knowing him.
I miss you,
and it’s getting harder, not seeing you, every day. I’m stopping myself
from sobbing so you won’t have to
peruse
a tear-stained letter, but I assure you I yearn for the day when all this
is over and we can get back and marry.
Mother
tells me it’s stupid to have made an engagement with a man who’s going
out to war, but I’m confident our pact
is for
the better. Please come home safe. I must have said that a thousand times
already, but I can’t help it.
Love,
Hermione
Mione,
I don’t want
Dumbledore to tell the Muggles either. What if we do win, and the Muggles
still know of us? Then they’ll go right
ahead with
the discriminations and killings and burnings. We’ll have to do millions
of Memory charms to wipe out their
memories after
that, and it’s some job for the Squad, don’t you think?
You’ve been
Owling your mother, then? Has she told your father? I want you to know
this is entirely your decision, to leave him
in the dark
or no, I mean. (Do your parents still remember that incident at Flourish
and Blotts’ before second year? I most
certainly
hope not.) Though I would prefer if you told him, I’m no good at this marriage
thing. Father already decided whom I
would marry
before I was born, which is Pansy Parkinson, and I’m sure you’re aware
how gratified I am that the engagement
with Pug-face
didn’t ensue.
Mother knows
about the engagement – I forgot to tell you that I informed her of it before
I left. She promptly fainted at the
news (‘She
actually accepted!’), but recovered enough to say that she’s perfectly
glad for us. Lucky she didn’t pick up on
Father’s racism
mania. She’s nearly as worried about me as you seem to be, from her letters.
She said to greet you in her last
one, actually.
Yes, it is
quite a relief to see (or read) you say you trust me, as your confidence
means the world to me. Frankly, Ron can bed
as many Blast-Ended
Skrewts as he wants, because your opinion of me makes up for all that school-day-grudge
thing.
My love never
wavers, and I find myself actually believing that proverb ‘Absence Makes
the Heart Grow Fonder’, if you’ll
excuse the
corniness. I love you as much now as the day I proposed to you, though
I daresay those were happier
circumstances.
I swear I’ll get home if I have to kill Voldemort for it, the bastard.
And I hope you’ll be waiting for me there.
Truly yours,
Draco
Draco,
I’m so very
glad your mother agrees with the engagement. I was actually afraid her
reactions would be… something
else over
again. You can’t blame me, though, I barely know Mrs Malfoy. To think I’ll
be called that soon!
Father knows,
and he almost fainted like your Mum, according to mother. So we don’t have
to inform him together –
besides,
I know how awkward a situation would be like to you. And it would be quite
embarrassing to have you witness
my father
faint.
They were
both surprised that their little girl is getting married, really, but not
as much as they would have been
without
Dor. Dorothy says hello, by the way. And I showed her a picture of you,
and she was ever so jealous. She’s only
fifteen,
of course, but is already planning for marriage. Imagine that!
Oh my. Harry
said in his last owl that you people are getting ready for battle. Can’t
tell you how much I dread the
thought
of you being in the battlefield with those awful wizards. The dread, the
anxiety… I don’t know how much I can
take. I
can only hope you’ll be back, alive and well, to wed me, for I haven’t
looked forward to anything as much in my
whole,
entire life.
Hermione
Ever-dearest Hermione,
The battle
will start, by the feel of it, in the next two days. I don’t know how long
it’s going to last. Hell, I don’t know how long
we’re
going to last. Hopefully it will be short. Everyone is dreading it, for
sure, except Harry and Dumbledore, who ‘want to get
it over with’.
Harry’s being really irritable and uneasy, though you really can’t blame
the man. I, for one, want it over as soon as
possible so
I can come home, but I’m still not looking forward to being out there in
the field.
Glad you’re looking forward to the nuptial.
Please wait for me. Will be home soon. I look forward to your letter and am treasuring all the others you sent me.
I love you for ever,
Draco
Draco,
Please be
careful. Don’t die on me, please… That was really stupid of me to write,
but I can’t help it. If you’re injured,
stay put,
don’t be too eager to go out there and get yourself killed. I duly regret
ever letting you go.
Be careful. I love you, you know how much.
Hermione
Dear Mione,
As you may
have heard, the war is over! We’ve won. Be glad, my love. I am. I’m coming
home! It’s over! Please wait for me
there.
Draco
Disclaimer: I don’t own JK’s ever-so-lovely world, I just live in it.
A/N: Well,
I’ll leave you to figure out what happened and what happens. Want me to
write how they get married? Or the
proposal?
Do review, or email me.
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