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Her Saint
by
PikaCheeka
I ran my finger
along the edge of the picture frame, wiping off the years of dust that
had settled over the time I
allowed myself
to forget. It was taken a very long time ago, when Hermione was only seven.
She's twenty-one
now. I wiped
the dust off of her face slowly, wishing I was able to go back to the day
when she was so young.
Into the days
before she got involved with magic and saving the world. When she was just
a little book-loving
child without
a care in the world. Those seven years of school had changed her entirely,
especially in her last
year, when
her friend Harry was killed. She turned harder and tougher, more hard to
penetrate and understand.
She became
ever so responsible.
All the responsibility finally paid off, though not into her part. Or mine, for that matter.
I then swept
my finger over my own face. I look the same, except my hair. It's a lot
shorter now than the flowing
cascade of
golden it once was. I was thirty-one in that picture.
But I didn't feel like thinking about that. I had to complete the picture now.
I shuddered and slammed my hand down against the last face as hard as I could, not wanting to see it just yet.
But I had too, I had to make the picture complete. I lifted my hand slowly.
There, it was done.
It was a family. A simple innocent picture of a family. What a lie.
The last person
was Hermione's father. Just before she turned eight, thirteen years ago,
he went on a trip around
the world
with several of his best friends. He loved seeing all those scenic places
and taking pictures to bring home
to paint,
and this was the big thing in his life, the trip he had been saving up
for four years.
He never came
home. The plane crashed.
It crashed
because a certain something hit it in mid-flight and ripped a wing clear
off.
Before he had
left, he had given Hermione his most treasured possession. A gold cross
on a silver chain. He
had told her
she must never lose it and cherish it forever. Maybe someday...someday
she could give it to the
one person
she truly cared for. The one person in her life who was the most important.
She agreed, she was always a serious child.
I had always wondered if that meant she was to give it to the person more important than us.
But then he died, just like that. A candle in our life, out with the wind.
Hermione swore
revenge. I can still remember her at the funeral. Just a day before her
birthday, it was. She
knelt there
in the graveyard long after, crying by the grave. She asked and asked why
he wasn't there for her
birthday,
over and over again, until I began to ask myself.
What had hit his plane?
Then she swore
revenge. She said she would kill whatever knocked them from the sky. I
shrugged it off as
incessant
babble. How can you kill a freak lightning bolt? That was the only possible
exclamation...
My older brother
stayed with us at times after that, for he had been good friends with her
father. He was the one
who took us
to that wizarding alley place.
Hermione, upon
receiving the letter to the school, was ecstatic. It was as if her father
had never died. She was
bursting with
excitement for days, unable to sleep or even eat. She forgot about everything
but the school.
So I thought.
She left me a note on her bed the day she left.
Mother,
I know what it was that got my father...
Hermione
I had frowned
upon that and thrown it away. She was being childish. She had gotten the
idea into her head and was
unable to
drop it. Something that often happened with kids like her. But three years
was a long time to carry that.
I glanced down
at the picture again. Without realizing it, I had removed it from the frame.
And I had torn a small
corner off.
Now part of my husband's face was gone.
Sudden anger took over me, and I tore him out.
Tore him all out, and spent a minute or two getting the last bit of his jacket out.
He was gone.
Hermione wore
the chain for years and years. She tucked it into her robes, so she was
never questioned. And she
never once
mentioned to me the revenge after her first year. It was, again, like nothing
had happened.
Then, after
her seventh year, she returned without it. I asked her immediately. She
looked startled, then burst into
tears and
explained how she lost it.
Only after
she walked up to her room to deposit her things I realized that the tears
weren't genuine. She hadn't lost
the cross.
She had given it, and freely. After a long time of pondering, I assumed
she had given it to the Potter boy,
perhaps before
he headed off to die to Voldemort. Maybe it was meant to be a good luck
charm or something.
With that thought
in mind, I forgot about it. Four years ago.
She began to
work at the school, as a student teacher for someone named McGonagall,
a nice lady, if not a bit
stern. She
would get her very own dorm and office and I agreed only because she was
finally fitting into the world.
Where she
went, smart was good, wits kept you alive, and that was more important
than anything to her. Off in
this 'muggle'
world, the rich and wealthy reign, buying fame and intelligence as well.
There were rich wizards as
well, but
she claimed they were at least smart.
When she was twenty she came to me with a very odd confession.
"I know who
killed my father. But I can not tell."
That had scared
me, but I dropped that as well. I didn't know how much truth was in the
statement. I still don't,
and I can
not ask any more.
For she died
yesterday, she went down Voldemort. Who was thought to be dead. He resided
somewhere,
somehow, and
returned. And she fought him with a passion for all her friends who died.
But it was no good.
The heroes
always die.
She was no longer in the picture.
Now it was
a woman, scared and alone.
The doorbell rang at that moment.
I wiped my eyes furiously and jumped up, wondering who it could be at this hour.
I creaked the door open.
"Mrs. Granger?" someone whispered.
It was a boy, perhaps Hermione's age. "May I come in? I am Hermione's friend, well, I was."
I let him in,
suddenly pitying this young man, who, by his eyes, was hurting deeply.
But his eyes were set and
hard, as if
he, too, was out for revenge. He probably was. It seemed the wizarding
world revolved around
revenge.
"Voldemort
killed both my parents, who were thought to be loyal to him. He killed
my only friend Harry. And
he also killed
Hermione, the only person who ever understood me." he had a confident voice,
despite the fact
that he was
upset. It was raining, and he was soaked. Who knew where he came from?
And how far? It was
impossible
to tell if he was crying or if his face was just rained upon too much.
His silvery hair hung down in
spikes and
he had to keep brushing them from his eyes.
I nodded, confused. I had never heard of him. "Who are you?"
"Draco." He muttered. "Malfoy."
A dragon of bad faith? My Latin needed work on, I decided. "And you knew her?"
"I went to
school with her. I hated her with a loathing for she was different, as
I was. But I grew to love her,
and befriended
her when she saved my life at the end of our seventh year. I am Lupin's
assistant at the school.
The main reason
she worked there was because of me, she didn't want me to be left alone.
I was trained as
an Auror,
and I trained her. But I didn't train her well, if I had, she would have
lived..." he ducked his head
and shifted
his heavy black boots. He was terribly thin, and I was surprised he was
alive.
Malfoy? I remember
now...she said he was a rich stuck-up brat...so she said ten years ago.
"Just though
you should know that, so you can hate me." he said calmly after a few minutes.
"And your husband?
That plane?"
I tensed up.
"That was my father who did that."
I stared, resisting the urge to hug him and then smack him and call the police.
"He was...a
bit confused in the way he wanted to live...he wasn't bought up right and
he went a bit bad for a time...
but he was
really a good man...he loved me, though I hated him." Draco continued,
breathing in sharp gasps.
There was a
slight scratching at the door and he swung it open so abruptly he stumbled
back. An immense dog,
no wolf, stood
there. But within it's eyes were great intelligence. I couldn't understand...what
the creature was I
was unsure
of.
"Hey Remus..." the boy whispered.
All I could
think was family. I was here without a family, and yet, I was old enough.
And he? He was barely
twenty, and
orphaned for quite a while. You can tell by his eyes that he's been alone
for a long time. He was
alone, he
was a loner, and he was meant to be one. I could tell that he had a great
destiny ahead of him. It
seemed to
vibrate off of his slim form...
If only Hermione was like him...
He suddenly
clenched his fist so hard blood dripped. "I was going to ask...for her
hand in marriage...Sunday...
and now..."
He flung his hand toward the door, sending the drips of crimson blood out
into the snow. "Gone.
I will kill
him. I thought I did a long time ago, but damn him, he keeps returning."
His voice fell to a whisper
and the wolf
looked away, almost humiliated.
"I just want
you to know, that you aren't the only one torn apart by this man who calls
himself lord." He muttered.
He turned
away and stepped outside into the moonlight. It was a full moon.
"What was your name again?" I suddenly called.
He was already into the street, but he turned back. "Draco! Draco Malfoy!"
I nodded dumbly
and watched him depart. Around his neck was my husband, my daughter. For
he had the cross,
he had my
daughter's heart.
He had been the most important person in her life.
Her Saint.
And she never
told me.
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